Relish Heart

Chapter 17;

"tzuyu,"

"ah." 

if jungkook didn't knew better, the mood changed. 'did i say something wrong?' scattered words and noticed actions. she was more timid of her words, every sentence she spoke has hiding something much more. as if she didn't want to do anything with him anymore. 

silence can be heard from the two, the guy gulped and looked over the window, showing pouring rain. "looks like the rain isn't going to stop anytime soon." yeri spoke and that made him calm, when they were dating, yeri wouldn't talk nor initiate a convo with him as she's mad with him- a chuckle can be heard from the latters mouth. 

"why are you laughing?" yeri asked quietly which made him smile, 

"i remembered a thought of us," jungkook hid his smile before realizing on what he said. "oh- i'm sorry, i should've phrased it better- i didn't mean it that way-" yeri chuckled and shook her head, 

"i get it, sometimes i remember little things that reminded me of you and i." yeri smiled showing sincerity, and that made jungkook think,

"we were so young back then, you know?" yeri continued with a sigh, "why didn't we work out?" this was it. this was the hidden question he's been asking himself from time-to-time. 

"there's not really a reason why we didn't work out." jungkook answered questioning himself with his words, "it's just that,"

"you and i, are different.  i tried while you were scared, i wanted you and you didn't know how to move. i loved you and you loved me but we lacked. we deserved each other but we didn't try to fix things without it being broken, as if it was decided that we weren't meant to be."

"if we wanted, we could. right? but we didn't. and that led things here. ended." 

yeri blinked before consuming all the latters words, he was right, he is right. jungkook's right. jungkook breathed before talking again, "i should get going, its already late and the rain has slowed down."

"alright. stay safe, jungkook." he nodded and stood up, he stayed here far too long to realize that, he's moved on.

he sighed and smiled, he took out his phone noticing all the notifications he received, his managers, hyungs, and the one notification he hoped he received. tzuyu's.

'areu still awake? ;n;'

he smiled at that, as if this girl could turn his emotions upside down, 

'yeah. i miss you|'
'yeah. i miss yo|'
'yeah. i mis|'
'yeah :), why??'

'goodie you replied ;u;'

that was quick, she replied so fast is she not tired? she should sleep! 

'its late, why arent you asleep yet?'
'i was waiting for you to reply ;n;'

awh shit. 

'why?'
'i wanna talk abt some things..' jungkook gulped realizing that he hadn't drove a single meter, but he can't ditch tzuyu's reply! she is too important. 

'mostly abt the drama.. :('         oh no why is she sad?
'i knew that you wanted me to accept this buuuut i decided to let my other girls flourished, i gave lil dahyunie the drama instead'

'plus. my schedules are just so hectic [-_-].' jungkook smiled as he was about to type, he saw the time turn into 12:00.
'tzuyu. sleep.'

'i'm not sleepy though'
'you're sleeping or i'm coming there to make you sleep?' 

1 . 2.. 3.. 

the girl hadn't reply which made jungkook poked his tongue into his cheek, "guess it's my cue to drive away from here."

and there he did, he drove till he reached his apartment, guess he'll stay here for this night. without leaving his phone by his side, he checked his phone from one last time thinking she'd reply, but no she didn't

and he's so sure that she seen his message! she just chose to not reply. 

"fuck. now i'm the one who can't sleep." 

should he be crazy and drive to her place? no. don't do drastic actions, she just probably slept after being so afraid of your text. 

or maybe. 

wait.

isn't she supposed to be the one who sleeps first in twice? why was she up so late? is there something keeping her from being awake? he quickly took his phone and scrolled towards their chats. 

'its late, why arent you asleep yet?'
'i was waiting for you to reply ;n;'

don't think to hard about it, but fuck this! i can't stop thinking about it! is there someone that she chats every night? fuck i forgot i'm not the only one courting her. i can't even be possessive, heck i don't even have the rights to be like this! when she's not mine yet.