why would you? (phan)

4 - Phil!

We were walking home and saw Phil on the ground. I chose to ignore him but Chris and peej said they were going to see what was wrong with him. Why do they have to be so nice?

As I was walking into my house someone's hand was on my shoulder. I looked behind. Phil.

"I don't want any trouble" I said nervesly.

"I don't either" he explained.

"I'm s..... s.... sorry" he said worriedly.

I just walked into my house giving him the biggest hanky of all time.

Did he mean it?

Why did he say he was sorry?

I'm so confused!

I ran upstairs and smashed my face against my pillow. Did he mean it. Of course he didn't mean it he just wants you to die like the rest of them. I thought to my self. I heard knocks on the door.

It better not be him.

I was so glad it was Louise. She came in and sat in my living room. My mum was out of town for a couple of days, my dad left why I was a child because he wanted me to die he had a lot of problems hus self though like. He took drugs and drunk alot and abused me and my mam. I've had such a great childhood.

"Peej and Chris have told me what" happened she said breaking the ice.

"What?"

"That Phil got beat up by is so called 'friends' because he tried to stop them from hurting you." She explained.

"I'm never going to for give him" I said hatefully.

"Me either but Chris and peej said they are going to be having out with him." She said sadly. "He is also gonna be hanging out with us at break and lunch".

Louise also gets bullied but does not get beaten up. She has tried to kill her self many times but zoe has always been there to calm her down. She knows that I... self harm... and that I'm bisexual. she got bullied in the past and tried to suicide in the past. They leave her alone know. I'm acutely proud of her.

A few hours later she left and I was just about to go to bed when....

A/N

Cliffhanger.... I wonder what will happen. I love Louise and she is an amazing person in this book. Who saw Dan self harming coming.... come on didn't we all

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