why would you? (phan)

9 - shippy

I started to ring Chris I knew peej would be there to so I just rang Chris.

"Hello"

"Hi"

"Chris get yours and pjs butt over to the shippy were hanging out today meet us there at 1 okay"

"Okay'

"Bye"

"Bye"

I felt kinda bad for talking in that way but I had to otherwise he wouldn't have come. Phil told me that he was gonna get changed in his bathroom so I could get changed in here. I was wearing black skinny jeans, and a black wool top and vans.

"Hey Dan you ready" Phil asked while nocking.

"Yeah" I said and he came in "do you have hair straighteners for my hobbit hair?"

"No but i have a beanie"

"Okay" he handed me the beanie and I put it on we noticed the time. 12:30. We decided to go early so we could drop my items of at home.

We went to my house which was surprisingly just around the corner. We dropped my stuff off and went to the hilly. It literally only took 5 minuets to get to the shippy and when we got there... They where there. Tyler and his gang. But then I saw Chris and pj and I sprinted over and Phil followed. I realised that I was actually faster then Phil. Once we got there we heard someone yell.

"Oi queers." Tyler shouted. We saw them all running towards us and another yell from Alfie "you know what to do boys" then suddenly we all realised what was happening. We jogged. Ran. Sprinted. I was faster then them all. We ran into my house closing the door. Terrified. We ran up stairs. He all sat on my bed. Pj hugging Chris. And Phil... sitting there doing nothing his hands where holding his face. Was he crying...?

I grabbed Phil hand and pulled him into the bathroom.

"Phil, are you okay?"

"Dan; I will never be okay?" He whispered into my ear.

"Why?" I asked.

"Because I will never have what Chris and pj have" I suddenly pull him into a hug and kissed his cheek. I felt butterfly's.

Did I like Phil more than a friend? No... I don't think... maybe....

Ahh this is so confusing!