Before I went to bed I chanted to my self you will never self harm again, never again, NEVER.
I was walking to school and I wish I brought a coat. I was still confused about Phil and why he was protecting me. I mean he's just put his self in danger. And me and Chris and peej. It kinda stupid that he actually has said sorry, because I will never forgive him for what he had done.
***break***
"Hi dan" peej and Chris said at the same time.
"hi guys" I said running towards them. I looked around to see if I could see Phil. He was there in the middle of Chris and peej.
"Can I speak to dan alone" Phil said draging me to the basket ball hoop.
"What?!" I said angrily.
"Dan I'm so sorry I never meant to hurt you all thoughs times they made me I am so sorry so sorry" he then smiled and gave me a hug then whispered in my ear. "Every time you get beat up I get beat up to" I was shocked at these words.
"I... I- I didn't know" I said hugging him back
"Am I forgiven" he asked with puppy dog eyes.
"I guess" I said smiling me smiled back, which was different to the smirk he always had. "Before we go can I see you---r bruises" I added.
"Sure" he said rolling up his top.
There where cuts bruises and lots more. We walked back over to Chris and pj. We didn't really hang out with the others. Louise and zoe usually hang out in the girl toilets and the others just go to the library and read.
Pj and Chris were kissing when we got over to them. It was quite strange nobody actually bothered them. Then someone came up to me and Phil and called us "faggots". Then pushed Phil down.
Why did Phil not want to be with his friends anymore.
"Phil why did you not want to be in your group anymore." I asked.
"Because I didn't want to be hurting anyone anymore. And I'm hurting people for being gay when I am the gay one" I was shocked that he actually said this.
" wait wait you bullied me for being gay when I'm bi and made me do things I don't wanna do what that's unfair".
***lunch***
Lunch was normal I guess I went to the library and read instead.
A/N
Oh my god 28 reads I'm so happy thanks guys. Remember to vote and comment and TELL YOUR PHAN LOVING FRIENDS.
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Acaka phanfic Dan and Phil arnt friend and Dan is a nerd whilst Phil is popular. but... you have to read it to find out mwahahahahah. also the chapters are very short like 200 words short. I also try and update at least once a day. READ THIS BOOK PLE...
