HOT WEEPING

EPILOGUE

YUNXI'S POV

My first love suddenly switches souls with the one from the future and another country at that. I was shocked. It was beyond comprehension that those pills were the one that killed her and gave another chance for Selena to be with me. At first I was sad that she was not here. The protection I wanted to give her was the one that pushed her to her doom. I just wanted to give her all the things I think were good for her, that includes cutting her relationship with that man whom she loves but shit just happened because she didn't follow the story flow. She was supposed to see how scumbag that person was but instead she chose to not watch and see it because she took her life.

That was when I met Selena, the moment she was gone Selena came up. I was sad at first but then gradually happy when she made me realize that I can also be happy by prioritizing my happiness before hers. I never felt that when I was with my first love. I always put her happiness and safety first before mine. The difference made me think that she was not the one who cared and loved me but Selena. She saw my worth in just a short time unlike her not seeing even my presence for almost years that I protected her in silence and upfront. Everytime she fought me to protect that man, I felt worthless.

She made me feel that I was nothing but a monster that was hindering her and her man. When all I did was to protect and prevent her from suffering and pain that man may inflict to her. The very reason why I can see and feel the difference between her and my Selena. Everytime I'm with Selena in her body and face, I never felt her presence. I don't even remember her and what she was like after everything because of how big the gap between them was. Their difference was like thousands of miles away from each other.

Selena knew how to cherish and love every single thing I made for her. A single meal that I personally cooked was loved and appreciated by her. Even when I was so overprotective over her health and body was greatly received by her. She really loved it when I pampered her and was overprotective over her. Those differences made me realize that Selena was with me all the time and not her. The reason that I could tell whom I really love. I didn't realize how deep my love for her was. That's because I really liked it when she made me feel unalike. It was different, every emotion and feeling I never felt in the past gradually became part of me as time went by, every precious time with her.

She made me explore things I never thought of experiencing. Unnecessary things were not my focus, so I always focus on working hard to achieve my goals. Fun and relaxation was definitely not on my vocabulary. I always feel like it was not needed and that it was a waste of effort and my time. Selena pushed me to have a happy time too and explore. I was not willing at first but with how high her pride was and the way she reasoned out made me speechless. When she felt that those ways were not working she would reverse to acting pitiful and would sulk. She would say she just wanted to date me outside, wanted to see this place, the beautiful sceneries since she wasn't able to travel far and that was because she died relatively young. She'll act coquettishly and ask me to take her out to eat when she feels like I don't have much work on my side.

She always does so many different things every time with me, in a facade of she wanted to experience and eat this and that when in fact she just wanted me to see and experience things that I wasn't able to explore and probe in the past because I was so focused on my goals and achievements. I felt bad because I never felt sad and bad over my first love. I was so into loving and taking care of my little wife, my cute naughty kitten in every way I could think of. Be it in our every date, vacation and our home, I always give her the pampering I perceive that she wants and the spoiling I want to show and give her. When she says one, I will never say two. I may be called henpecked by others for overindulging my wife and being submissive over her but I don't care. I couldn't care less about those things as long as I show and express my love for Selena. I am already happy, sooooo happy.

I was always teased by my comrades, my higher ups, my grandfather and my father. Even my grandma and my mother would always make fun of me being submissive to my wife and her antics. Damn, I just love her so much that I just wanted to give her all the best things in the world, if I could even give the stars and world to her I would damn fucking do. I never felt this happy and loved. That I wish this never lasts. I very much love it when she whimper and weep in a very erotic way when we were in bed. If I didn't touch nor hug her when I lay down on our bed she would sulk and do the first move. She would then ask me if she did something and if I didn't like it and would tell me that I could punish her. That was so fucking hot and she really see to it that I was the focal part of everything she makes.

She would show me dominance so I would be submissive to her but what I really love about her antics was that she would also do the same. She always made sure that she made me feel loved and would always boost my ego and pride as a man instead of trampling on it because of my love for her. The way she begged me to give her pleasure was so fucking erotic that I feel like already cumming. Her expressions and crying eyes when she was cumming were always in my mind and heart. The weeping and whimpering she makes when I punish her for teasing me so badly and hard would invariably infringe my belief in her adorable side. She could always make different expressions in a very cute way that made me want to coddle her and conquer her, especially in bed...

I wasn't really aware when my love for her started, but I realized how deep my affection for her was when she left me and just suddenly disappeared like a bubble. No clue, no words, no nothing. It made me scared, the fear I felt at that moment exceeded my expectations. I have the confidence that when she ran away, I could just mobilize the army and look for her but even so I failed to find her. The fear of me not finding her and that I would never see her again made me feel like dying.

I never felt this fear even if I was to stand alone in the enemy's zone. Even when I was facing death at a very young age, I was not scared. So when she was out of my sight I almost lost my mind. I wanted to kill everyone, all I saw was red, a bloody red. If not for my grandpa and father telling me that I should focus on finding her, I would've annihilated everyone who was involved in the scheme. When I found her, I was able to relax that she was still here in my sight and in my den. She was still pretty as ever but now has a big bump. She was pregnant already with my child. I was over the clouds and all I could think of was to get her back to our home. Where she belongs and where she should be. The moment I brought her home, I knew in my heart that I already brought her back to my embrace.

Last night I made love with her the whole night until morning came. I don't remember how many times we came but all I knew was I had all my se.men inside her. I marked her with my love juices. I also put lots of kiss marks all over her body, making it like she was abused in bed. I glanced at her and saw her sleeping soundly. She looks tired yet satisfied. I smiled and gently stroked her head. My eyes were filled with tenderness and love. I got up and walked towards the sliding door that connects to our first child's room. He was now a year and a half old. Time passes by so fast without us knowing. We had his bed customized and had his own nanny to look for him at nights when I and Selena will make love but on nights that we felt tired and don't want to make love or copulate, we will let the little bun to sleep with us. I saw our child in his crib bed, sleeping. I closed it again and locked it. I took a shower in the bathroom then wore my shirt and uniform, I'll just wear my coat after cooking. I headed downstairs to cook for my wife's food before I went to the camp. When I finished cooking, I just left a note in the refrigerator that I am off to camp. I kissed her on her lips and forehead then I went to our child's room. I also kissed him on his forehead. After that I headed out to the camp.

It was not part of my dream. I never even thought about having such days and just a peaceful mind when starting a family. I always feel like building a family was so hard and just messy. Everything will turn hectic even in just simple things, especially when the child starts crying. At first, I thought that I wouldn't know how to handle our baby when he cries or just whine and I would definitely have a hard time but then Selena, my wife always know how to handle him, she would also teach me techniques how to calm him and what would be the causes why he was crying or so on and because I knew what made him cry, I was able to solve it quickly and almost immediately. I never thought that I would be this happy in SELENA'S HOT WEEPING EMBRACE.