SELENA'S POV
I called Beauty for a kilograms of potato, cooking oil and cornstarch. Gagawa na lang ako ng french fries. My heart is aching so kakain na lang ako. I was so confused on why would he appear in front of me now. Isa pa anong motibo niya, for that. Kasi nasa tabi niya na ang pinakamamahal niya, kaya bakit pa? Gusto na niya ba ako? Did he realize my worth na? A small voice whispered in my heart. 'You are in his wife's body. He still wants to see that face, a gorgeous one. Mariin akong napakagat sa labi ko. The pains was still inside me. Yun nga malalim yung sugat sa puso ko kaya matagal maghilom, at kung maghilom man pagkaraan ng mahabang panahon. Andun pa din yung sakit at bakas niyon. A scarred heart will always be a scarred one.
I cried silently. This is all I could do. Kahit ayaw kung mai-stress, iiyak at iiyak pa din ako lalo na't hindi ko talaga kayang kimkimin yung sakit. Kapag kinikimkim ko I felt like suffocating. Hindi ako makahinga. I was crying silently, napapadalas ang iyak ko nitong mga nakaraang linggo. Lalo na kapag naaalala ko siya at ang mga masasakit na salitang binitawan niya. Hindi ko pinapahalata sa kanila dahil ayaw ko silang mag-alala. I witness ped their concern and affection towards me. Talagang binuhos nilang lahat ang atensyon nila sa akin at sa bata. Kung noon may mga naninigarilyo sa loob, ngayon mahigpit na nilang pinagbabawal. Everytime night time came, when business is open instead na maingay ang paligid, wala kang maririnig. Hindi na siya tulad noon na sobrang ingay, dinig hanggang sa opisina ko. Ngayon wala na. It feels like a library na, not a brothel that should be noisy and crowded like a public market.
Naalala ko din na malapit lang pala mansyon niya sa kung saan ako ngayon. It was his mansion outside the barracks, may bahay din siya sa loob. Mayroon kasing pabahay sa kanilang mga sundalo. Napahinto ako sa pag-iyak ng marinig ko ang mga yabag na papalapit. Dumating na pala yung sweets na hinihingi ko. Umiling ako dahil ayaw ko na. "I lost my appetite for sweet foods. I want some salty snacks." I giggled as I craved for salty foods. Nakita ko ng napa-buntong hininga na lang siya at umiling palakad pababa. I pouted my lips, sulking. E sa ayaw ko na e. I stared at the sky, in a daze of how happy would I be, if I didn't indulge myself to him and his touch? Feeling ko tuloy, unwanted wife ako na nabigo sa pag-ibig ng asawa ko. Hindi ko namalayang nakatulugan ko na ang pag-iyak at paghihintay ko sa patatas at oil.
I slowly opened my eyes when I felt like it was an earthquake. Pagkabukas ko ng mga talukap ko, nakita ko ang mukhang gustong gusto ko ng ibaon sa limot dahil sa sakit na dinulot niya. Pero hanggang sa panaginip ba? Mukha na niya tapos nakapatong pa siya sa ibabaw ko habang naglalabas masok? I was shocked when I felt electricity from his touch.
When he gripped my hips as he shoved his cock inside me, and afterwards his cock started twitching inside my cunt as he was already trembling and cumming. "Ah!/Cumming!" we both moan. After niyang labasan ako naman ang sumunod. That's when I realized na this was not a dream but a reality. "I'll be locking you up." he stood up and picked up his clothes. I sneered, what am I? A comfort woman? His bed warmer? Putangina hina pa ba sapat yung sakit na dinulot niya. Talagang sinagad niya ako. Hindi ata siya makukuntento kung hindi bababa ang tingin ko sa sarili ko o kung hindi ko pa mamaliitin ang sarili ko ng sobra.
Mababa na nga ang tingin ko sa sarili ko. Minsan nga kapag umiiyak ako feeling ko wala akong karapatan. Tao lang naman din ako, nasasaktan. "You can never lock me." He wrapped his slender fingers on my lean neck. He was choking me, as if he wants to kill me. Funny that I am already getting killed but nakuha ko pang ma-arouse. Ang bobo ko. "If you think I wanted you here? No! I want you to stay here until I successfully fixed the papers for our divorce." he really just have to tear and shred the last and small piece of my heart. Napakuyom ako ng kamao. I picked a paper that I placed on my boobs. It was also a divorce letter. In this time it can be considered a crime if someone was tearing a soldier's marriage. Pero what right do I have? Nakakatawa lang na he fucked me while I was sleeping and hindi na siya nagabala pang romansahin ang katawan ko. Diretsong pasok na siya. Hindi na nga niya inalis ang dress ko at hindi na din siya nagabala pang alisin ang bra ko.

BINABASA MO ANG
HOT WEEPING
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