HOT WEEPING

HW 4

SELENA'S POV

Maaga akong nagising ng marakaramdam ako ng gutom. Niyugyug ko si Yunxi, waking the shit out of him. Hubo't hubad pa siya dahil nagakaroon pa ng mainit at marahas na tagpo sa pagitan namin. I enjoyed being satisfied and pleased by him. Sobrang sarap ng pinagsaluhan namin. Kaya medyo nanghihina pa ako pero hindi halata, I don't even know where my energy came from. Basta ang alam ko lang gutom na gutom ako.

He slowly opened his eyelids as he gently rubbed his cheek. He gave me a confused look. "Hey, are you okay? Any discomforts?" I frowned when I noticed his worried face. What was his problem? looking confused then getting worried over nothing. I just shook my head. "Hungry... Food. please~" acting like a spoiled lass, that was his weakness. I, acting like a child and being cute over things I liked and wanted to have. Everytime I acted coquettish and coy, he found it cute yet sexy. Kaya masaya ko din siyang pinagbibigyan. Pero pag ako naman ay ginalit niya nagiging tigre talaga ako, but even so in his eyes i was only a kitten or a cub trying to look fierceful to an adult beast. Wala ding kwenta kaya naman umiiyak na lang ako.

Ewan ba but these days I am becoming more emotional and sentimental over nonsensical things especially if he was involved. "I'll cook for you. Just wait here." he then kissed my lips bago tumayo at lumakad palabas ng kwarto. Naglakad siya papuntang kusina. Kaya bumalik na lang ako sa higaan. Remembering an occurrence where nakita kong pinagbuksan niya ng pinto ang kababata niya at pinapasok sa bahay. He treated her like a brother, like how he treated his subordinates. His childhood friend was someone whom they deem as his fiancé, they were even close to being contractually engaged. Kung noong una dahil childhood sweetheart or bff niya ito, inisip nila na siya ang mapapangasawa ni Yunxi nang magtagal at tumanda na sila legal na para magpakasal sinubukan nilang ipagkasundo ang dalawa pero ayaw ni Yunxi.

Yunxi then decided to participate in the ongoing war at that time, he was so young but no one was able to restrain or even stop him. Leaving the lady heartbroken. She then studied to be an army doctor or a medical soldier. When she succeeded, she joined the army. Yunxi was the General Captain and was already married to the owner of the body. To me, I mean this body. That was a month ago, I and Yunxi was already engrossed to having and fucking each others' body. Then she came, making me feel like nagsawa na ang lalaki sa akin at naghahanap na ng kapalit. I was so jealous that I wanted to lash out on someone and cry. Pero syempre hindi ko ginawa, katawan lang ang asawa niya at hindi ako, not my soul. I should be thankful dahil hindi na bumalik ang tunay niyang asawa, we may be legally married pero hindi talaga ako ang pinakasalan niya. Meaning I was nothing but a person who was basking on someone's glory and eminence. Her prestige, the owner's prestige.

Idagdag pa na ma-pride akong tao, pag-ayaw edi ayaw. Hindi ko ipipilit lalo na at hindi ako gold at ganun din siya, pero he was even valuable than gold. Kaya talo pa din ako. It was so fucked up, that I made up my mind. It was something that was prepared for the future. Song Yunxi, being him, noticed my dejected and downcast look, so he then asked me. Hindi ko siya pinansin pero bigla niya na lang pinalayas ang kababata niya. I was confused yet gleeful.

Pag naalala ko ang domineering and imperious look on his face, I will always feel hot. He emancipated a chilly air that was piercing the very deep part of our bone. We were rooted to our place yet he remained unperturbed. I, on the other hand, became hot and horny. When he saw that his friend was now out of my sight, he walked towards me with his slender and long legs. Every stomp of his feet was making my heart beat faster, distracted and legs trembling. My eyelid quiver, I blink my eyes and let my long eyelashes flickered with it. He whispered into my ears that I don't have to be jealous and shouldn't worry because he was mine. Mine alone. I was delighted so we proceeded to bed and did the sensuous act we really loved to do.