After crying the crap out of my eyes
That's when it hit me and I realize
Though you hurt me,your torture was a sweet ParadiseAfter crying I stare blank
Trying to get myself together
Trying to forget you said always and foreverAfter crying I actually see the blood
After crying I realized I punched the walls just cause I wished you called
After crying I say"take this pain away lord"After the breakdown
My heart feels lighter
Then suddenly I feel like a fighterBut the feeling fades
Right after I remember your smile
Right after I remember the dimple on your left cheek
The feeling fades as I remember your graceful gazeThe sound of your laughter echoes in my bedroom
The smell of your cologne on your hoodie
It makes my nose cry
As I hug it and wish it was youThe voices of that agreement that made us grow apart
Feels like bells ringing in my ear
The messages you sent send butterflies to my bellyThe flashes of your lips on mine
Drops a tear on my face
The reality without you is like a sharp sword thrusting in my heartThe wishes of us being ok
Will forever remain a fantasy
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PoetryPoetry is my voice The words are hard say....but easy to write,and glad to share my plight,cause I write what I feel,and what I write is real,so real not sure I'll heal. and please do read my other books...drowning in depression,dear broken s...