I'm currently watching the new euphoria episode and bro I am crying my eyes out.
my mom literally came back into my mom asking if I was okay and I told her the reason why I'm crying.
she just started at me and laughed and asked if she was me call Javon.
"No mom I don't want you to call him"I said while still crying.
"Ok" she says while laughing.after 20 minutes the episode finished and I was still crying.
I got my phone and went to my messages to look at my only pinned message
I pressed on are messages and pressed the FaceTime button after 2 rings he finally picked up.
"Hey ma- are you crying?" He asked worried
"What no" I said while sobbing and breathing heavily."What's wrong mama's" he said while looking at the screen. "I can't believe t-that ash died" I said I said while breathing heavily again
His worried expression turned into a confused look and then he started laughing
"Baby,your crying because ashtray died?"
Javon said while laughing.I looked at him like he was crazy.
"Stop laughing at me it isn't funny" I said while continuing to cry.He than stopped laughing and had a soft expression on his face "baby it's okay it's just a character" Javon said softly
"Bro if you say that ashtray is just a character again ima kill you bro" I said while having a straight face wiping away my tears.
He than laughed and said "again? Damn girl I already died once ion wanna die again" I looked at him like this
After a few seconds I started to cry again
"I fucking hate you bro" I said while crying and the. Before he could say anything I hung up.After 30 minutes I heard a knock on my door
"Leave me alone" I said while wiping my tears.I heard my door open. I turned around and saw that it was Javon. I got up and ran to Javon and jumped on him and put my head in his neck.
"Hey baby"I said
"Hey mama's" he said while smirking and hugging my waist.I was started to cry again.
Javon started to rock back and forth while patting my back and kissing my neck."Shhhh it's okay" he said softly while carrying me to the bed and putting his bad to the head board while placing me onto his lap.
I stopped crying after 4 minutes I raised my head and looked down at him.
He than looked up at me.
"Are you done crying ma" Javon said while caressing my cheek."Yes,I missed you" I said while Smiling
"I missed you more love" he said while putting his hand on my lower backI kissed him and then he kissed me back.
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