Wow, 2 updates in a row, awesome right?/j
Brief warning for this chapter, please do not read if this triggers you.
⚠️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM.⚠️⚠️ I wrote this as comfort, I know a lot of people struggle with this,
as do I, and I just want you to know it will all be ok, I know it's hard, but help is always available,
do not be afraid to reach out, please stay safe and take care of yourself <33
Senpai x reader: Please don't...
Your POV:
I sat on my bed as tears flooded my eyes, threatening to spill out.
As I dragged the blade across my skin it stung and I whimpered
It hurt but I didn't want to stop, it was my only relief. The blood
stained my clothes and my blankets, but I couldn't care less
about it at the moment. The tears finally overflowed, running down
my cheeks and splashing on my arm, I dropped the blade on the floor
and brought my arms up to my face to wipe that were falling from
my eyes non-stop. My vision was blurred and my whole body was
shaking. I sobbed into my hands as I continued to bleed out.
Senpai POV:
I arrived at Y/n's house to check on them, they hadn't really been themselves
lately and I was worried. I knocked on the door and waited, but no response.
They had given me a key so I let myself in. Immediatly when I entered the house
I heard sobbing and I was instantly worried. I rush to Y/n's room where the sobbing
was coming from, I gently knocked on the door but nothing. So I opened the door
and ran to them. "Darling?! What happened??" I said, taking their hands in mine.
They look up at me with their tear filled eyes as they start apologizing and sobbing harder.
I hugged them tightly, not caring if blood got on me. They cling to me and cry into my shoulder
as I rubbed their back gently while also patting their head. "Shh.. It's ok darling, let it all out..."
As their crying somewhat calmed down I pulled away from them and knelt down infront of them,
gently grabbing their arm to examine it. "Oh honey..." I whispered and stood up "I'll be right back dear"
I walked towards their bathroom to grab some bandages and something to clean the wounds with.
I re-entered the room and knelt in front of Y/n again. "May I see your arm darling..? Let me clean and
bandage it for you.." "Ok..." y/n replied. I took care of their arm then got up and sat next to them.
"Y/n, If something is wrong, just know I am here for you always. I don't like seeing you sad
I would do anything to help you and make you happy, If you ever feel like doing this again, please
come talk to me, I love you so much Y/n, please take care of yourself". I said, giving them a kiss on
the cheek. "Thank you senpai.. I love you too, you mean so much to me, thank you". they said.
I brought them new clothes and helped them change their blood soaked blankets, and once they were taken care of,
we lay down and cuddle together, "Goodnight my love, sweet dreams" I muttered, kissing them on the head.
Hello, I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I love you all and you are so amazing, thank you all. <3
Sorry for any spelling error!
