Chap. 4 " Broken wrist and broken heart" 🩹💔

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*Y/n pov*

After i get inside home i smelled alcohol, but really hard ...bad sign

"Hey you little BITCH!!! Come here !!" It was my father...someone help me ....

I went to him, he slapped my cheeck

"W-why ?" I asked him, i didn't do anything

"Cause you're not good enought, and i can hurt you like i want , how i want and when i want !!"

He stood up, he's really tall, and i'm preatty small

"Now come with me , you have to learn your lessons " he gripped my wrist and started making his way upstairs

He was dragging me by my wrist and i was crying hard . I don't want him to r*pe me again...no no no, please !

"P-p-please, no!!" I yelled at him

"What ? You don't want to make your daddy happy??"
"You're not my dad !" I yelled with everything in me

"YOU'RE NOT MY DAD, YOU'LL NEVER BE !! I'M DISGUSTED BY WHAT YOU DID AND WHO YOU ARE !! KILL ME INSTEAD !! I DON'T WANT TO SEE YOU AGAIN !!!" After my yelling he came closer to me and said 4 words

"GET. ON . THE . BED !! " He yelled a few inches to my face ,i flinched hard, i did what he said

He tied me and he did It ...again...but he's always carefull not to finish in me , cause i'll get pregnant, and he don't want another kid, only me, cause i'm his pet.....

He than beat me and left me in the floor of my room crying and bleading for god knows how much ....

I passed out , than i did a shower , my usually razor "game" , i put on a PJ and lay on my bed numb...again....but this time i can't think ....all i see is him...all i hear is his moan and mine ,cause of the stimulation...but i didn't enjoyed that, AT ALL !!! WHO WOULD ??!!

Than i thought about Lizzie ...oh , god bleased that lady ....she's the only safe place i know ....and May ....i should go and thank May for the present ...maeby another day, i can't even moove my head....

I took my phone and decided to write to Lizzie

🩹Lizzie💗

Me: hi Lizzie It me Noah ....Sorry if i bother you...but...i wanted to hear you

Lizzie : Hey Noah ! I was thinking about you ,actually i wanted to hear you too what do you think about a videochat ?

Me: umm, well, my parents are working to something important and i don't want to disturb them

Lizzie : that's ok, so, what were you doing? Homework ?

Me:yeah, but i got bored lol

Lizzie: ok, but finish them, go eat something and try to sleep ,ok ? Now i have to go back to work too, but i'll see you tomorrow ok ?

Me:yeah sure ! Bye Lizzie <3

Lizzie : bye baby! <3
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Ugghhh, i wish i could be with Lizzie all the time ....

*Next morning*

Yesterday i didn't eat, like most of the time at home , so now i changed on something else for school

I packed my school bag and went downstairs finding my parents passed out on the couch with bottle of bear all over them and some white sand

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I packed my school bag and went downstairs finding my parents passed out on the couch with bottle of bear all over them and some white sand...i don't really know what that Is , remember i'm still a 10 y.o. kid !

I went outside, i picked my skate and i started skating to school

While i was skating i saw a girl on a bike ,oh it's Bella

"Noah ! " She yelled a bit too hard and i crushed on the floor

"Ouch !" I said bringing my wrist to my chest

"Sorry, i didn't remembered , i need to keep my voice low ,Sorry, how are you ? Are you hurt ?"

I just nodded

"Sorry, can you get up ? We just need to go to school than i can bring you to the infirmary ok?"

"Mh mh..." I bit my lips, god i think i broke my wrist ,It hurt like hell

I get on the skate and we went to school , bless god i don't need my hand to go on the skate

We immediatly went to the infirmary and they put a cast on my wrist , good, now i'm stuck with this thing

The day went good, than i heard my phone vibrating on the table

I saw my father number, what ?

I picked up my hand and the teacher gaved me the world

"C-can i answer m-my father ?"

"Yeah of course you can, go in the toilet and when you're fine come here and continue your work "

"T-thanks miss..."

I get in to the toilet and answer the call

"Y-yeah ?"

"Y/n ! Me and your mom are going to a trip for some weeks ,so you need to live by yourself for a while, we hope you d*e ,but if you're still there when we come back, make sure to clean the house " and he closed the call

What the hell did just happend ?

I slit down on the door and i hugged my knees crying , WTF! How can i take care of myself ?? I'm just 10!!!! I don't even know what Is cooking

After i cried for half an hour i get on my chair on class

"Hey, everything ok with your dad ?" Bella asked

"Y-yeah...m-my gran feel sick so he's going there..." I lied

"Oh, i'm Sorry, but you'll stay with your mum right ?"

Not at all, but i can't bother her , so i lied

"Y-yeah, sure ..."
Classes ended and i was going to Lizzie's car when my bullies Tom and Robert took me in the cabinet

"Where are you going ? Did your daddy gave you a punishment at home ?"

I don't want them to touch me like he did , no stop

"Well we'll give It to you " he had an evil smile on his face and Robert too

"N-no p-please l-leave m-me"

"No!"

They started touching me , i tried everything but they didn't stop ,until the door swing open and i saw lizzie with an angry look on her face

"What the hell are you doing ?!! I'm going to call the police and your fucking family!! Don't you have respect for others ?? Huh ?!" She slapped each of them face ,they runned home crying

"Honey, Hey Hey, it's me , it's ok, i'm here ,it's going to be ok " Lizzie kneel down on the floor with me

"N-no...i-it won't ....i-i'll never g-get b-better ...."

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