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Chap. 37 " is that really ok?"

*y/n pov*

Lizzie said that it's ok to be gay...is that really ok?

I know she loves Scarlett but, is that really ok if we are like this ? Won't it be strange ? Or...what if people judge me ?

I..i think i like Jake..but what if he just sees me as friends ? Or what if someone hurt him ? I don't want to lose him

I was brought out of my head by jake touching my shoulder

"Hey Noah, is everything ok? You seemed a bit lost in your head"

"Umm..i...no, I'm ok.."

"Hey, you can tell me everything!! I'm here and i won't go away...are you scared i will leave you?..."

I can't just say - oh Jake see this, i like you, but not as a friend and I'm scared that you will leave me and that you'll forget about me- no i can't told him this

"Umm...yeah, i-im scared..what if y-you leave me and I'm here w-without you?
W-what if i lose you?"

*Jake pov*

Oh Noah, trust me i will never leave you! I just can't tell you my feelings now, it's too soon, you will think I'm strange and I'm scared too of losing you...i don't want to lose you

I placed my hand on his and looked directly into his eyes

"I promise you i will never leave you! No matter what!! No matter where we are, no matter what's happening between us, I'll be by your side all the time you need me , I'll be here with you, i promise you Noah ! I won't leave you...i-i...i love you!!"

As soon i finished i blushed hard and ...i saw him blushing too!! W-wait !!
What??

"Jake..i..i love you too!"

I stood up and i hugged him sooo tight, i don't want to let him go

"I will protect you no matter what!" I said to him while he placed his head in the crock of my neck

*Some hours later *

*Lizzie pov*

I saw that Noah is really close to jake, this makes me really happy, i know that my baby is getting better step by step and he had all the love he needs

I'm sat on the couch with Scar

"Hey Scar,do you think that we could keep Jake with us for a bit more ? Just for Noah to get used a bit more to the house and everything and than found a good family for Jake?"

"Of course Lizzie, i saw them too and they're really cute together, we will see how things goes and than find a good family for Jake..maybe i have an idea since there's someone who wanted to have kids "

"Omg thank you Scar!!! Yayyyyy!!!!" Maybe i said this too much loud aha they heard me and turned to us

"What's going on? Why she screamed like that?" Jake said smiling

"Oh nothing aha sorry, we were just talking"

"Ooo...so you're gonna be loud tonight? Cause I'm tired and i would love to sleep" he smirked at us, making me blush at the thoughts of me and Scarlett doing that

"W-what!! N-no no no!! Wwhat are you saying Jake !! "

"Ahahahaha, y-you're funny.." wait, this was...Noah!!!!

We all watched him shocked

He seemed lost and a bit intimidated

"W-what? S-sorry..was it wrong ?" He said playing with his fingers

I went to him and kneeled down

"Nonono baby hey! It was more than ok!! You're starting to understand us more !! It's super good !!"

He nodded smiling

"I..umm..i understand you, i..i don't know how to say things, but i know them"

"Hey that's ok!! You know english you just need to try and focus on the things you want to say and they will come out naturally!!

He nodded and than hugged me

"Thank you mommy"

<<I made you wait too much, sorry aha i had some things to fix and everything, I'm sorry, it wasn't a good time but now I'm back and i will try to update more often !>>