Brutal love

Chapter 7

I'm at school, everything looks normal so far, I'm not being chased by Zane's people or any sort. It's quite normal today and good thing is I dont see Zane in the school. Pretty peaceful.

Right as I'm about to reach my physics class, I'm spotted by Alec. But I obviously pretend I can't see him but he's walking faster and catches me before I reach my seat.

"Zane was searching for you, in the parking lot." He informed.

"But I have a class now"

"And you think he cares? Just meet him before something horrible happens to you" with that he gave me a crooked smirk and left, to the parking lot I assume. Alec has seen me during a panic attack and maybe that's why he's behaving a little different now. Maybe because I can never be sure of men.

Alec is luke warm. I never know if he thinks for good or bad. He never chooses any side but no one ever notices it.I know that Zane is cruel and bad news, Emily is a bitch etc etc. But Alec is a different breed.

I keep my stuff at my desk and proceed to the parking lot, slowly walking towards his car and waiting for him to come out of the car or something. I wait for 5 minutes and he is finally infront if me. I straighten my back and ask him "I was called here" I sounded like a genie being called at Aladin's wish.

"You have class?"

"Yes" I said sounding unsure.

"Then you can go to your class" he dismissed me, he never did that. He never asked if I was busy or anything, He would simply drag me to wherever he was going. And I would let him drag me because again I was a coward.

Without saying and word, I moved back inside the campus and away from Zane's eyes bearing right into my soul. He scared me and I was scared at the fact that he scared the living shit out of me.

School ended and I was feeling very hungry, my stomach churned from the lack of food I let it store. But it weirdly made me happy, giving me the chance to think that I'm not horribly fat as the girls say I am.

Now that I was heading back home, it remined me of yesterday's events, when Zane had come for the dinner and dropped me back and tried to correct me when he was clearly one of the reasons I had become way too insecure of myself.

And today after the parking lot incident I bumped into him twice but kept my head hung low followed by a small sorry.

The entire way home kept me thinking why I was so afraid of everyone and why I let them eat me. And I wished I wasn't so frail. I wished alot of things.

"So tell me" My dad asked while eating dinner "where in the US would you want to go? Any schools you're interested in?" I was so happy that dad was considering this for me.

"Well dad, I haven't really decided that and I thought you should choose the school since you already agreed to my sudden decision" I thought about this through, a couple days ago, I was fine going into any private school and whatever my dad chose would be fine for me.

"Fair enough"

"But I dont really want to go to schools with strict rules, and dad I wanna live by myself, if that's okay" I said while eating the little food on my plate, and feeling my dads gaze on me.

"I will send you the list of schools I prefer and you can choose. Since you never really ask for anything I'll give you what you want, considering you keep your grades high" My dad quickly agrees to my conditions and it made me happy, though I could hear the wariness in his voice.

I didn't want to make my dad sad or worried about anything and I dont think I will, because all I want is the bullying to stop and someone, girl or even a boy, throughout my senior year.