Brutal love

Chapter 3

I came home to my dad. He was busy but had put his schedules behind to have early dinner with me. I appreciated his efforts. And I honestly wanted to repay him by telling the truth but I can't.

"Don't pressure yourself to grow up and become a busy person like me, you are you and you can be whatever you want, I'll always support you even though I might not have been the best dad, I've always loved you" he said to me with the most pure intention and every word was filled with love and care. I have wanted to hear these kinds of words for a very long time now.

Words and sentences that makes me feel loved and wanted. My sanity depended on it, even though no one spoke to me. It was as if I knew one day someone would call my name with endearments and speak with love and care and I'm so happy I waited this long. Its fine if my dad is the only one who loves me. I didn't need a whole gang, one person was enough.

"Thanks dad, I love you too and I've never hold a grudge against you just cause you weren't with me, I'm old enough to understand that much" I assured him and he smiled. He is so cute.

After dinner I told him I might not be able to make it home tonight cause I'll be sleeping over at my friends and my dad was happy I even had a friend.

I took my car to drive to his penthouse. Literally 45 minutes  away. I stopped midway to buy myself milk and oreo in case they have sex all night and don't feed me anything. Sex and oreos and milk, literally a nightmare.

I parked in the valet and got out of the car. Walking slowly cause I didn't want to go near. This place could be taboo for religious people if they knew what even goes on.

Ding the elevator stopped at his floor and I contemplated if I should go back home and just be bullied tomorrow. I didn't wanna hear those disgusting moans and groans. But I moved from the place I was frozen and went in. As for keys he gave me spare so I didn't need to disturb him.

I was on time but I couldn't see him, checked everywhere but uh huh can't find him. And I will definitely not shout his name. No no.

And since I couldn't find him anywhere I started cleaning his place. Wasn't really dirty but I didn't wanna sit for long in the devil's penthouse. Freaks me out.
Oh
I can cook something for him but I'd rather not act like his wife. He wouldn't appreciate me either.

I checked one last time to see if everything was clean and sat down in his living room. The penthouse  looked like how every other penthouse does. Extravagant roof, amazing interior design and decors etc etc. Except everything was in the shade dark blue and white. Overall I'd like to have my own penthouse too, this one was beautiful too.

The door burst opens, I go to check it and oh my holy eyes. He's busy making out with Emily. PG rated shit, I quickly turn back and carry his belongings inside. Since he's too busy I don't think he's remember about me so I'm gonna snuck out. Im no third wheel, last thing I'd ever wanna be.

"You are suppose to stay here, no moving out cause your gonna hear us pleasure each other whole night" Emily said breathless with her greasy hair and sticky cloths. I guess they did it in the car too.

"But I might disturb you guys so it's bett-" I was completely knocked off by his rough hands on my cheek. I stumbled to my right as soon as his ginormous hands landed on my face. I could only just see white blurry background and my ears were ringing. My hands reached my ears and blocked it to stop the awfully high pitched sound in my ears. I stumbled a little but immediately got balance after my vision came back and my ringing gradually lowering.

My ears wouldn't be ringing had I known he was going to slap, I would have braced myself for it.

I thought I'd go deaf. And I only imagined what my dad would think. How did my daughter go deaf? Wasn't she sleeping over at her friends? Panic was rising but I stopped before worse.