Is This Reality? (An Emo Love Story)

Feelings

Hey guys! New chappie c: Heheh
Annnnnnd::::::: NEW CHARACTERS!!!!!

Whoo! Okey, so anyways, I need someone, anyone, to comment and tell me what they think I should do: continue the story, or not. I don't want to keep writing something no one will read.

And I'm sorry for the long ass updates!

Ugh I know, I'm horrible ;-;

I promise I'll try to keep up!

But andyways, enjoy this new chappie!

And BTW, picture on the side is basically what this chapter is  about.------>

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~Clary's POV~

     I just kissed my best friend, I thought as we pulled out of the driveway.

     About 30 minutes of the drive was filled with awkward silence. Thankfully, Damon saved it by saying, "So, you excited?"

     I squealed and clapped my hands. "Yes! I love Warped Tour! I heard Black Veil Brides are gonna be there this year!" (BVB is my favorite band other than SWS, PTV, and OM&M)

     He laughed. "Well, I heard there was gonna be a new band."

     "Really?" I asked.

     He nodded. "Yeah." He glanced in the rearview mirror and looked back to the road before continuing, "They're only 3 months into their record label, but people are so pumped for them to be on Warped Tour, so they got in the line up."

     I looked at him. "What's their name?"

     He shook his head and scrunched his eyebrows. "I think it was... Erm... The Fallen... Or The... The um... Shit," he cursed.

     I giggled. He snapped his fingers. "It's The Fallen!"

     This made me giggle more. God, I hate giggling.

     It was quiet for a little bit. Then, "Clary?"

     "Yes?" I said quietly.

     "I'm sorry about earlier. I shouldn't have-..."

     I cut him off. "No, don't be. I... I liked it..."

     He looked to me now. "You did? I mean, you did! Erm.. I mean, yunno, I liked it, too... A lot."

     I blushed. He grabbed my hand. "Clary, I've liked you for a long... Long time." His voice started to tremble. It did that when he was nervous.

     It was cute.

     "I just wanted to know if maybe, you'd, I dunno... Be my girlfriend?"

     I smiled and squeezed his hand. "Well, I've liked you for a long time too. I never knew you felt the same way. I thought it'd destroy our relationship if I said anything so I kept quiet. Then you moved away and I tried to move on... My life was an endless cycle. I was basically put on auto pilot. I would get up, go to school, come home, get beat by my brother, and go to sleep. And I only ate a little bit. Only about three times a week.  I missed you so fucking much. And I just want to say... Yes I would love to be your girlfriend."

     He smiled. "You just made me look stupid."

     I giggled. Damn it. "How?"

     He glanced to me. "Your speech was way longer than mine."

     I laughed and held my stomach and he did the same.

     A few hours passed of us talking and laughing. I soon got tired and he pulled over at a hotel for us to stay. We went to our room and put our luggage by the TV.

     Damon went to the bathroom, saying behind his shoulder, "I'm taking a shower!"

     "Okay!" I said back.

     He came out of the bathroom with just a towel hanging loosely around his waist. I had to grip the bed sheets to not throw myself at him.

     He's georgous, I thought.

     His chest was bronzed to perfection, a few tattoos here and there. You could see the outline of a six pack and and thin hair line leading from his navel to the waist line of his towel. His brown eyes shined, cheek bones were high, and his hair was messy.

      How did I not notice this every time we've been swimming?!

     He smirked, showing off his straight white teeth. "Like what you see?" It was then I realized I was staring. I blushed and looked away and let him grab his clothes and head back to the bathroom.

     He came out wearing only a pair of boxers and had a tooth brush in his mouth. "You gonna shower?"

     I shook my head. "Nah, I will in the morning."

     He nodded and headed back to the bathroom and came back to the room, turned off the TV that I had turned on a little bit ago, and tackled me onto the bed.

     I laughed as he kissed my neck and he reached over to turn off the lights. "Hey, Damon?" I asked as he started to shift.

    "Yes?"

     I'm gonna open the curtains.

     I felt him smile against my neck. "Okay."

      He let me go hestitanly, and I walked over to the curtains in the room and opened them. Not much light seeped in but the city light were beautiful. I walked back over to the bed and crawled in next to Damon.

      "I love you," he said before I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

     "I love you too," I said, as everything around me became black, and fell into a peaceful, dreamless sleep.

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