Unspoken Love (MICHAEL X READER) 18+

2-New start

You then felt yourself get sore from all the unpacking you did, you never knew going back to your hometown would cause such nostalgic feelings going around in your brain. You hummed a small song while getting ready to go grocery shopping since you needed food. You put on your outfit quickly and brushed your hair before putting on your shoes. You walk towards your door and grab your car keys.

You knew how to drive but somehow it always felt so weird having control. You were used to taking the bus or walking. Yet now you are 24 and you're finally learning how adulthood works, you then put on some music while heading towards the grocery store. You felt yourself get a bit uneasy remembering what happened since you saw the old park you and your best friend would hang out in... you shook your head trying to push away the feeling. Finally, some moment after you arrive at the store.

You grab your small purse and locked your car before heading inside, you smell the fresh food getting made near the meat section making your stomach growl. You were extremely hungry, in fact, you haven't eaten since yesterday so you were desperate to eat something.

You grab a shopping cart as you head down to the aisles to look for some food, you grab some cereal and some can food. You felt a bit nervous when some people just kept staring at you intensely, you gripped your shopping cart-

you then push it forward carefully to not knock down the food on the shelf. You grab your favorite snack and some dry pasta along with some sauce, you never knew that shopping by yourself would be a bit fun since you have nobody telling you what not to buy and what to buy.

You see the Halloween decorations near the right, you felt your stomach slightly turn from the memories of Michael. You were slightly anxious since the story was still going around your town. usually, on Halloween...you would just stay inside and watch movies but you had the sudden urge to decorate a little bit since you knew this holiday wasn't so bad.

You see some cute pumpkins making you smile softly seeing how they were lanterns, you were about to take some until you heard a voice right behind you.

"Y/N is that you?" a girl said with a cheerful voice, mentally sighing wishing that you wouldn't bump into anyone.

"Yep... it's so good to see you Leslie-" you spoke in a nervous tone before shaking her hand, the redhead smiled at you.

"So how have you been? I haven't seen you since well...." Leslie's voice went a bit quiet-

"Uh... yeah I've been okay I guess... how about you?" you questioned with a fake smile appearing on your face.

"ah same old same, me and Olie started dating haha. Hey, uhm would you like to catch up sometime? I was thinking we could get a coffee or something." she smiled before taking your phone suddenly, inputting her number, and putting it as a contact.

"Uhm.. 'll think about it haha thanks for the offer," you said quietly- she waved goodbye at you and went on her own way. You honestly wanted just peace- you didn't want to be reconnected with your old friends since they knew you were best friends with Michael. The day after everyone stared at you in the halls. Everyone knew you were best friends with him and some people even assumed that you were a killer too... it hurt you a lot and you lost a lot of friends because of it. But your family decided to move for the best since your childhood was basically ruined by it.

You made your way towards the registers to pay for all of your groceries, the cashier finally scanned the last item before waiting for you to input your card. You sighed in annoyance since the cashier kept giving you judgy looks which obviously made you uncomfortable. You then finished paying, grabbing all your bags, and heading towards your parked car.

You put your groceries into your car.. you hop into your car and drove all the way back home with no music since you were in a bad mood, unfortunately. All you could think about was the fact that you DID miss Michael still... even if he did bad things you still wished he was here since he was the only one who made you feel safe. Now that he's a threat to everyone it makes you feel guilty and scared... some people even rumored that he was planning to kill you too which made you sob until you choked. You hated some people who made up random stuff but it scared you since you weren't expecting him to murder so who knows if he was planning to do the same to you.

You felt yourself grow a bit sad... looking at the large scar on your palm from the promise you both made. You hated the fact that you were feeling this way, you hated what he ended up doing and going... you wished that Judith would just take him to go trick or treating with you but instead she only cared about fucking her boyfriend. You ended up finding out Michael murdered Judith's boyfriend and a kid who used to pick on both of you.

You somehow couldn't stop thinking about what happened now- you wiped your eyes and got out of your car to grab your groceries. You open your trunk and take the groceries you bought- you open your door and closed it shut with your leg.

You set the groceries on your table till you decided to put them all away, you were exhausted from today since all you did was unpacking and grocery shopping. You went upstairs to change into some comfortable clothes.

You jump on your bed and cuddled up with all of your blankets, you stuffed your face into your pillow trying to think of something else other than what happened.

Your therapist said it was trauma but nothing bad ever happened to you so it didn't even make sense.... the one thing that scared you was seeing how cold Michael's eyes looked... especially when you hugged him- he stayed quiet... his face was just frozen and you didn't understand why but you knew that it was from shock from what he did. You hugged your pillow hoping that tomorrow will be better- you weren't sure if you were actually going to the party but you honestly didn't want to go since all your old friends would be there.

Your eyelids began to get heavy and your heart was getting slower, as you fell into your sleep...

--dream--

You laughed in joy as Michael ran around with you on his back, the smell of the soft green grass filled the air as you felt you were floating. The sound of dogs barking and other kids laughing around the street. The sight of the bright big sun reflecting on your eyes and the feeling of Michael holding onto your legs.

Michael then stumbled with laughter as you both stumbled upon the grass, You both laughed as you laid on each other. His bright smile and his big blue eyes always seemed to amaze you.

"I miss you, Mikey." You said with teary eyes

"what do you mean Y/N? I'm right here idiot!" Michael said with a large smile.

"I'll always be here! always here." he traced the scar on your soft palms as you looked up at him with teary eyes...