Unspoken Love (MICHAEL X READER) 18+

12-Endless Thoughts

Michael was out for some days, he felt a little guilty for not giving you a heads up but he didn't feel like causing any trouble for you more than he has.

He knows he's a bad person. he knows that he's ruining your life yet he refuses to let go of you. He spent 15 years in a cell where he rotted away. Every bit of his humanity left his soul after being there. His mental health was used as a book and for money. In those 15 years, all he could think about was you. He doesn't know why he did it to this day, he doesn't know why he chose to ruin his own life by murdering people as a kid. Weasel bullied him for 3 years when he was in school, he was the reason why Michael came home with bruises. Judith, his sister was ungrateful and incredibly mean to Michael as well. If she were to take him trick or treating then maybe things would be different but all she cared about was herself. She refused to bond with Michael because he was a "freak".  Michaels step father was a pure misogynistic abusive asshole to him and his mother.

All he ever wanted was a childhood and a life with you. You made it seem like everything was possible to him... You made him believe that he had a chance to succeed as a human being. You were the only person who cheered him on including his mother. You are an angel in his eyes, he will gladly do anything for you. He would take his life for you, he would kill for you.

He knows that you know that, after all, Leslie and Ollie were proof of that. 

Michael stared at the dead body below him, the lifeless eyes of the person who once lived. The sound of the dog barking inside its cage. The person looked like they didn't give one shits about this house or the people inside it. The beer bottles were scattered all over the place, the rotting smell of old food and dishes. 

Michael hated people like them, he didn't just kill anyone- he targeted people who reminded him of his past. He targets people who deserve it... well at least in his head. He got up and went straight to the dog, his hands guiding against the rusty cage. The dog looked up at Michael. The whimpering sounds of desperation. It was obvious that this dog was abused, its ribs show proof of that.

Michael grabbed the handle of the cage and unlocked it. The dog runs out, wagging its tail and jumping on Michael. He wasn't really a fan of dogs but he pittied it. He went upstairs, holding his knife tightly in his hand. He didn't see any sign of any other person living here whatsoever. 

He exited the house, heading stealthily to your house hoping to see you. He knows that you might be really upset at him for leaving all of a sudden but it's better than having his anger lashed at you.

The thing is, Michael knows he still has humanity left in him but he refuses to admit it. He refuses to admit that he does crave love and care from others. But he had you for that, he truly cares and loves for you as equally as you. 

He's surprised you let him stay at your house, he felt grateful to be welcomed by a person like you. He felt his joints and head begin to ache, he hasn't really slept or even eaten. 

He was known for isolating everyone, it was nice to finally speak to someone but his voice is something that he feels insecure about. Nobody listened to him, he took that as in there's no point in talking. 

This night at Haddonfield was windy and chilly, but he likes it- fall is one of his favorite seasons of all time. He has many good memories of you, all dressed up for Halloween and ready to fill your basket with candy.

It's a bit sad knowing that you are not as jolly, you seem lost in your own world just like him. He can't imagine how much he impacted you, the way your eyes looked when he revealed that it was him. He couldn't tell if it was happiness or fear- he didn't know if you wanted him or not.

Although the way you care and look after him even if he accidentally hurt you on Halloween night. You are still the same Y/N, except more mature. You grew as a person and that makes him proud. He loves you... he loves you as his best friend, his healer, his everything... he can't help but be greedy. 

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The night was quiet, the sound of police sirens was all over Haddonfield. It kept you awake- the past 3 days you were worried, scared, and alone. You didn't know if Michael would come back, or if you WANTED him to come back. You were so jumbled up and confused with your own emotions. 

Even before Michael came back, your life was never the same without him. You were EXTREMELY close to him when you two were kids... and now it feels like you barely know each other. He's a murderer, the boogeyman- the shape. And who were you? a person fighting for a decent life.

You tried to be more grateful but no matter what you were constantly reminded of the nightmare that happened on Halloween. The lifeless body that was mutilated was strolled in front of you, a person who was once named Judith.

Your heart raced along with your rushing thoughts, your nails dug into the sides of your stomach. The sound of the water hitting your body in the shower, your tears rolling down your wet puffed cheeks. You felt like you were powerless, you didn't want to lose Michael- but you didn't want to be the reason why half of Haddonfield is filled with dead bodies. 

Why why why is what kept pounding through your head? You were scared, you didn't have anyone to go to whatsoever. You didn't have a friend, you didn't have your therapist or your parents. 

What if Michael decides to get bored of you and end you for good? what if he hurts you again-? what if he gets caught and gets hurt by himself? what if everyone finds out the reason for all these deaths? Michaels's obsession with you grew, you always knew he thought about you while he was away. The gut feeling when people stared at you, due to Loomis's book had your own face planted on it. Everyone looked at you as if you were a terrible person because you USED to be friends with Michael. You sobbed, holding your stomach and face- you began to hyperventilate, You were doing so good and now this is all falling down on you.