D & A [ KPOP IMAGINE AND ONESHOTS] Fanfiction

here with you :TBZ Bbangnyukyu

[Currently Playing: ATEEZ- Be with you : on repeat]

"CHANGMIN!"
"Changmin wake up please!"
"Changmin!!"
"Changmin please dont leave us like this!"
"Wake up!"
"Chanhee-"
"Wake the fuck up Ji Changmin!"
"Please dont leave us Changmin please, What about the 3 person wedding that we planned a year ago?"
"Please baby please...Stay for me and Younghoon...please"

[3 weeks later]
"Hey kyuu" Changmin greeted in a small voice, He crouched down and placed the small bouquet of flowers on the younger's Tomb.

He placed his right hand on the tomb and sad smiled.
"I wish you were still here kyu..." He whispered as he caresses the tomb and traces the engraved letters of Changmin's name.

As guilt and sorrow tortures his pained heart, he couldnt hold back the tears that he had been bottling.

"Its been 3 weeks and I'm still missing you...our squirrel..." Tears continue to drop one by one as he traces Changmin's name once again.

"I wish I was there to protect you, I wish I could go back in time to shield you from the bullet" He finally breaks down, teary Younghoon came up to him and back hugged him while rubbing and arms in comfort.

"I'm sorry I failed to protect you, I'm sorry that you couldn't pursue your dreams right now, please forgive me Changmin..." He weakly said as he sobs harder.

"Nyuu, Dont cry, He loves you ok?, he loves all of us, Its not your fault, he already forgives you" Younghoon said while trying to comfort the younger.

"How do you know?" Chanhee turned around to face Younghoon's worried and sad expression.
"How do you know that he had already forgiven me?" He said with spikes of anger along with the sound of devastation in his voice.

"And how come its not my fault when I'm literally the fucking reason why he died!" Chanhee yelled out the last few words as guilt triggers his frustration even more that he grabbed onto Younghoon's collar and vigorously shook him as he spoke.

"Baby calm down, please" Younghoon said, already sobbing, He pulled Chanhee closer into a warm and comforting hug as they sob into each other's shoulders.

"Lets go home now, its getting cold" Younghoon said and pulled himself away, He cupped Chanhee's face and wiped the tears away.
"Shh, Stop crying now, Changmin is looking after us, dont forget that he loves us, he gave up his life for us" Younghoon said and kissed Chanhee's forehead.

A tear let itself out as he looked at Changmin's grave.
"We will miss you, baby squirrel" He mentally said and sadly smiled at Changmin's grave.

[Time skip]
"Choi Chanhee open the door!" Younghoon yelled out louder while banging on the bathroom door, chanhee has been in the bathroom for more han 30 minutes than he usually stays.

"I-i-canr live anymore" Chanhee said from the side.
"No no no!, Chanhee please open the goddamn door now!' Younghoon demandedly said as he aggressively turns the door knob.

"Stop what you're doing, chanhee please, please dont do this!" Younghoon said and sobbed.
"I-i-...can't live without anymore...i-it hurts" Chanhee said in a pained voice.
"I know baby, I know it hurts, me too, but it will hurt me more if I will lose you aswell...please dont do this...you have stay strong...you have to stay strong for the both us, for our Changmin, he won't be happy if you do this" Younghoon said in a calmer tone.

"I just want to be with him Younghoon!, I cant live without for fuck sake!" Chanhee on the other side, furiously threw the bottle of house bleach onto the other side of the bathroom and broke down on the floor.

"Chanhee, listen, if you do this, Changmin won't be happy, Please i already lost Changmin, I cant afford to lose you aswell...Baby...just please stop doing it now...it will all get better, Atleast changmin is in a happier place now, no one will bully him anymore, now one will abuse him anymore, He is with God now, with all of his favourite animals, And I know that he is looking down at us, guiding us, He is our guardian angel now" Younghoon said calmly but still in pain.

When he heard the doorlock open, he quickly jolted up and immediately pulled the other into his arms.
"Gosh baby" He whispered as repeatedly placed kisses on the crown of chanhee's head.

"I hope he is here with us right now...I miss his hugs...I miss his kisses...I miss everything about him and I miss his voice" Chanhee said and sobbed.
"I miss him too, I miss his cute face, I miss his cute gestures and actions, I miss his demonic side, I miss how he would always scare us with his creepy dolls that he ridiculously find cute..." Younghoon said and deeply inhaled to prevent tears from flowing.

"I miss you too guys...im sorry that I had to go early.
But im here in paradise now, with all of my favourite animals, The wild animals aren't dangerous here, im also here with my loved ones, they were all excited to meet me again, all of us are waiting for our reincarnation...I wish we get reincarnated together and be in another life together...
And nyu, dont worry, I forgive you, please dont cry, it makes me grow impatient to wait for my reincarnation.
Its not your fault that I died, I just wanted to protect you and repay all the good things you did to me...
Now I want you to spend you lifetime with our Younghoonie, Enjoy life with him, fulfill our dream marriage without me, we can still do it in our next life.
Until we meet again, Younghoon, Chanhee, I will always be HERE WITH YOU" Changmin as a spirit spoke as he hugged the two, but they don't notice him or know that he is there.

But with the sudden change of temperature, the two now knows that they're baby squirrel is with them.

"Changmin...you're here" Chanhee whispered and smiled in the hug, Younghoon noticed the presence aswell thanks to the change of temperature.
"See?, he is always here with us" Younghoon said in a brighter tone, to brighten up the mood.

"I love you" All three of them said at the same time.

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I cried ngl.