D & A [ KPOP IMAGINE AND ONESHOTS] Fanfiction

Euphoric Field: CIX

The day has come, its time.

[Currently Playing: CIX- Wave : on Repeat]

"Its time, boys" BX says while weakly smiling, The 2 younger boys have gloomy expressions as they both tightly held onto the fancy jar that contains the person that they treasured the most.

"Its time to send your hyung away...Jinyoung, Hyunsuk" Seunghun  said and bit his lower lip.
"NO!" Hyunsuk yelled and took the marble jar of their deceased friend from Jinyoung's arms and hugged it with all his might as waterfall of tears run down his face.

"Sukkie..." Jinyoung whispered and broke down on the younger's shoulder. The two older males couldn't help but tear up again. This tragedy pained them the most, all of them didn't expect this to happen, they didnt expect that Yonghee would sacrifice himself for them.

BX looked into the horizon, at the sky then at the Flower field, where people send their loved ones away.

"We have to let him go, Hyunsuk" BX said and carefully took the jar from the sobbing younger, Jinyoung pulled him to a hug and they both sobbed into each other's shoulders, crying out the pain in their hearts.

Seunghun walked over to the two and hugged them with teary eyes "We have to let him rest now, he has done so much for us, his journey here in this world has come to an end, lets move on for him, he wants to see us happy, remember when he always comforts us whenever we cry?, its because he never wants to see us be sad" Seunghun said and cried while remembering the memories of Yonghee.

BX joined in the hug and cried along with them for a few minutes until they are all ready.

"Its time" Seunghun said and took the marble jar, Jinyoung held hyunsuk close to him and all the younger could do was cry and mourn.

Seunghun tilts the top of the jar forward towards the field and opens the lid, a small light the same size as a firefly but brighter than a lightbulb levitated out of the jar and onto the field, the light became brighter and formed into a silhoutte of a person.

"H-hyung" Hyunsuk weakly said as he saw Yonghee come out of the light and felt another wave of sadness pang his broken heart.

The 4 boys broke down to tears again as they watch their bestfriend walk further into the flower field and started sniffing the different flowers around him.

"Be happy Yonghee, Rest well my friend, Rest in Peace, Thank you for everything" Seunghun said as tears flow down his cheeks, nonstop.

"Yonghee hyung!" Jinyoung called out the older who is busy playing with the butterflies and the bunnies in the field. There is no use in yelling out their name, they are souls, they cant hear you anymore, and since Yonghee's soul is in the sacred field that only the dead can enter, he cant see them, but they can see him...only from afar.

"Goodbye Yonghee...w-we will miss y-you" BX broke down hard, Seunghun pulled him into his chest, he has never seen the older cry this hard which made him teary again.

As they mourn and shed tears for the other, Yonghee doesnt know what is going around him and enjoys the feeling of euphoria and relief, his depressing journey of living in this world has come to an end and only memories of him remain.

"Hyung!" Hyunsuk cried and yelled on the top of his lungs, desperate for the other's attention, but its still no use.

"The sun is setting...he will soon be in the blessed paradise" Seunghun whispered which made the rest and even himself, cry harder.

They just have the accept the truth that Yonghee is gone.
Seeing their best friend, in a state of bliss makes them happy but the overpowering pain of grief devours it.

As the time ticks, the sky starts to change from blue to shades of purple and orange, indicating that the sun is about to set.

"Say your last words to him boys" BX comes over to them and embraces them from the back.

"I hope we meet again soon, we will miss you, thank you for being here with us, from the orphanage to now, thank you for saving our life, we wont forget your kindness and your pure golden heart" Jinyoung says as memories of Kim Yonghee flashes into his mind like a film in the cinema and Yonghee is the star, the main character.

Hyunsuk hesitates to say his final bids, it hurts him so much that the other will just go like that.
"Come on sukkie, Yonghee would appreciate whatever you say" BX said, Seunghun joins in on the group hug.

Hyunsuk took a deep breath.
"Yonghee hyung!, thank you for everything!, I-we will never forget you, we promise to never forget about you!, we will miss the entirety of you, your eyes, your smile, your teasing, everything!...we miss you so much, how dare you leave us like this!, but you have suffered enough, you may rest in peace, I hope we can meet again...we love you hyung!" Hyunsuk loudly screamed as his knees failed to support his weight and fell to the ground, he cried hard and held his chest where it hurts the most.

The grieving group sobbed harder as the sunset had started setting and Yonghee's spirit runs around the field, chasing the bunnies, the 4 hopes that their friend will be happy in the blessed paradise and not think of them anymore, as the sun lowers to the horizon, the clock counts down.

And now, the sky turns orange, they watch as Yonghee starts to fade into dust as he chases the bunny with a big smile in his face, they can hear his echoing laugh as he fades, sending another wave of pain.

he is now in paradise, they cant see his soul anymore, they saw him fade away

"Hyung!" Jinyoung and Hyunsuk both yelled and cried out in unison.

Yonghee is now gone, they can only remember him through memories.

memories of how they first saw Yonghee come into the orphanage, bruised and crying when they were young.

They watched each other grow and leave the orphanage together and start a new life, Yonghee has always been good to them thats why its extremely hard to let him go.

and when they were held hostage during the siege of a rebel group, They saw how Yonghee entered the base and saved them, but failed to protect himself from 10+ bullets.

He was mercilessly shot to death, they saw how the bullets and blood shot out from different parts of his body but he still managed to convince them to run and flee from the rebels.

And when they saw him lifeless in a hospital morgue, they felt completely devastated and guilty for running away without him. It took them a month to search for his soul so they can send him away and he can finally rest.

"Im in paradise now...but why do I feel incomplete?"

Goodbyes hurt, but meeting them again is euphoria

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Did you cry??
Cuz I made myself cry while writing this.

Ok that phrase in the end is cringe-