Only his ~ Ashtray/Euphoria

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You and Fez arrive back at his and he tells you to get out the car and go knock whilst he parks up, so I do. I walk up to the door and knock waiting for Ash to hurry up and answer. i'm freezing.

Finally Ash gets to the door and is shocked to see me at the door.

"well isn't this a lovely suprise, hey ma" he says looking me up and down.

"hey ash, can you like move its fucking freezing out here" I say waiting for him to actually move so i can get in.

"oh yeah sorry lol, why you here? you've never stayed over before?" he says confused. I question whether i should tell him, he knows about my mom; i don't wanna worry him, do I?

I decide to tell him anyway, since i'm staying here he probably deserves to know. "My mom did it again, but it's okay because Fez being the amazing person he is was there when i needed him." Ash just didn't say anything and kinda started a staring contest or something it was weird- but it gave me a weird feeling in my stomach, butterflies? i don't know.

Our contest is broken when Fez walks in behind me and waves his hand inbetween our faces which snaps us both out of it. Ash smiles and pulled me in for a hug. it made me smile, seeing him smile. it felt safe.

"So Fez where am i sleeping?" i ask really just wanted to get to bed already.

"Umm i was thinking Ash's bed? since the couch is really uncomfortable to sleep on and it would be weird if we shared a bed and you and Ash are the same age.. if it's okay with the both of you of course?" Fez said which made me start to blush, the thought that i had to share a bed with a boy for the first time? gosh.. what is it even gonna be like?

"um yeah i'm okay with that.. Gabi?"Ash's words knock me out of my train of thought and i choke on what i was trying to say. Ash pats my back as i cough acting as if i'm dying.

"I'm fine ash ahaha just tricked you. Um yeah i'm okay with that AS LONG as you don't snore" i jokingly said with a smile.

"if you snore ill put you on the couch myself don't worry about that ma" Ash said sarcastically making the three of us laugh. Once we'd calmed down i just really wanted to rest, so i asked Ash to take me to bed.

"Ash i'm getting really tired, please can you show me your room so i can get to sleep peacefully for once?" i said with a giggle

"yeah of course, *he turns to Fez* I'll be back down in a minute and we can talk about that thing." Ash said and Fez nodded. We then headed towards the stairs and walked up to Ash's room. Once we got there i jumped straight on the bed and sighed of relief.

But then i realised.. i didn't pack a bag.

"Um ash? I kinda did something stupid .." I say, idk what he's gonna say or do but what else can i do? i cant sleep in jeans and a crop top..

"what ma?" he says in a tired voice

"I kinda forgot to pack a bag.. so i don't have any clothes to sleep in." i chuckled and he sighed and looked at me with a tilted head.

"I guess your gonna have to wear mine then." he smiled and turned around to his dresser and got me out sweatpants and a jumper, handed them to me and turned around so i could change. Once i had changed i told him that i was done and he could turn around. I had put my clothes in a pile on the floor and he walked over and picked them up.

"I'll put these in the wash, you can wear them again tomorrow if you don't wanna wear my clothes again yeah ma?" he says and I nod and smile.

"I'm probably gonna try and sleep Ash, I'll come down if i can't sleep but come up soon. I need company." I smiled at him and tilted my head, then turned away from him, got under the covers and snuggled up. He hadn't left the room yet and i heard him sneaking towards me on the bed, he leaned over me, tucked my hair behind my ears and kissed my cheek. I smiled and probably started blushing but he couldn't see because it was dark. he then turned and left the room.

At around 11pm I was still awake, I was laying staring at the ceiling just thinking. 'Ash. Ash. Ash. do i like him? do i not? does he like me? do i love him even.. well i do love him but just a friend way, but could i love him more? is it just a phase? i didn't know but it scared me. I've had my heart broken in the past before and i wasn't prepared for it to happen again. But he made me feel safe, and i know nothing bad could happen when i'm around him. him and Fez have always protected me. like always.' My train of thought was lost when i heard the bedroom door creak open and the light footsteps on the floorboards as if he was trying not to wake me up. He crawled into bed beside me and put his arm around me. I turned to face him and he jumped a little bit, he probably thought i was asleep.

"gosh Gabs i thought you were sleeping. you scared me." he said shocked. i giggled and snuggled my head into his chest.

"Goodnight Ash. sleep well" i said and closed my eyes gently.

"I will as long as your next to me. Goodnight Beautiful." he says to me which makes my stomach churn. this boy makes me feel things.Woah.

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Sorry this story is kinda boring so far! it gets more interesting i promise just hang in there and trust me. i've got a lot of good ideas in mind in just slowly trying to excecuit them. hope your enjoying so far:)