Only his ~ Ashtray/Euphoria

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Gabriellas pov

I slowly flutter my eyes open to Ash shaking me and leaning over me. I jump and sit up scared but he guides me to lay back down. probably scared that whatever the fuck just happened will happen again.

"wait what.. what happened?" i ask confused on why both Fez and Ash look so worried.

"You like, had a panic attack or something then passed out.. are you okay? do you not remember it?" Ash says brushing my hair out of my eyes and searching my face with his eyes. i've never seen him with this worried look in his eye before.

"No I.. I remember reading my messages on my phone. then you and Fez asking if i'm okay then everything is blank. How long was i out for?" i ask trying to figure out wtf happened.

"only around 5 minutes i think. i wasn't really counting-" Ash starts and wipes his face in the middle of his sentence, but I cut him off-

"hold on Ash, are you.. crying??? awww you are crying no way did you cry over me" i say teasing him as if i didn't just pass out

"no no of course i'm not there's just something in my eyes." He says and pretends to try and get something out of his eye. Fez tries to silently laugh but he doesn't work and i hear him.

"YOU WERE SO CRYING OVER ME AWWW ASH HAS EMOTIONS FEZ CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??" i blurt out which causes me and Fez fold and we start laughing our asses off. Ash try's to act angry but he can't help but let out a laugh.

After we calmed down Ash got serious again.

"okay funny joke over, are you actually okay Gabs? you had us so worried." Ash says and I start to laugh again which probably pisses him off.

"Yes Ash i'm completely fine, my head hurts a little but i'll be good. I should get home tho. Fez can you drive me?" I say and both of there faces drop. Confused, i ask "What? what what's wrong did i do something?" they both just look at each other then Ash finally talks.

"Do you not remember what the messages were about? You can't go home Gab, i'm not letting you." Ash says with a concerned look on his face.

"Wait what the fuck do you mean?" I say and turn to grab my phone off of the couch. I unlock it and look back at my messages. oh. that's what he means. My face drops when i read them and Ash takes the phone out of my hand and put it on the coffee table.

"It's okay, you can stay here for as long as you need. if worst comes to worst Maddy , Lexi or Cassie can bring your stuff here. it's gonna be okay right fez?" Ash says obviously trying to comfort me.

"Huh what?" Fez murmers as he exhales smoke. he zoned out again. he does that a lot. it's so funny. "Oh yeah bruh you can stay here as long as ya need sis." he says and grins at me. I smile at the love and that i'm receiving. my mom has never given this to me. like ever.

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A few hours pass by and it's 3pm, we were all still just sitting on the couch, they wouldn't let me get up because they were scared i'd pass out again. i knew i was fine tho i'm used to it by now. we've been in silence for ages now. apart from this cooking show on in the background as if any of us will ever listen to that. then finally Fez breaks the silence.

"So um i kind of needa go to the station, are you guys gonna stay here or come?" Fez says glancing between the both of us waiting for a response.

I tuen to Ash, "I mean idk about you but i wanna go out, i'm soooo bored so i'm down to go." i say smiling at Fez.

"I guess i gotta go then dont i?" Ash replies sighing.

"I mean not exactly, me and Fez will have an amazing time with it without you there" i say giggling and Fez joins me in laughing.