"COME ON GABI tell me already i'm getting boredddd" Maddy complains as i sit there in silence trying to think of how to even word how i felt about him.
I look up at her and she's already staring at me. "I don't know Mads, I really don't like i dont know how i feel.." I say looking down at my hands fiddling in my lap.
"You must have at least one thing to say, come on do you like him? are you dating? even give me afew words and i'll try to put it together for you girl come on give me something at least." She says probably getting bored of my bullshit already. I sigh and look back up at her.
"So like, I DONT KNOW it's so weird like i like him.. a lot, like a lot.. but at the same time i only kinda like him. it kinda depends what mood i'm in but i've never felt like this with anyone before. he makes me feel things that no one has ever made me feel and i dont even think he's realised?" I say. I tried my best to explain to her I did but i don't even know how i feel myself. so how would i tell someone else?
"soo from what you just said babe i think you really like him." she giggles and before i can say something she starts talking again- "do you think he likes you? and how does he act? give me the deets" she says smiling and i laugh at her reaction.
"Well i think he does? I was talking to Fez not too long ago and he basically said that he think Ash feels the same way and that he always talks about me. and when I fell asleep last night i woke up and he was cuddling me, AND he calls me 'ma' which i think is really cute. but i don't know." I say confused and start to bite my cheek.
"OKAY GIRLLLL! HE SO LIKES YOU WHAT ARE YOU WORRIED ABOUT WHAT THE FUCK?? HE WAS CUDDLING YOU??" She shouts practically so loud that Ash could probably hear from downstairs.
"MADDY SHUSHH!" i whisper shout at her as i bring my finger to her lips and she starts laughing. "Shut up idiot. but honestly i'm scared of rejection." i laugh.
Maddys jaw drops and she scoffs. "rejection? girl are you serious right now your fucking stunning and have a banging personality and still think that he'll reject you??" She says which kinda makes me feel better. but she's complimenting me as if she's not the most beautiful girl i know like? nevertheless i smile at her. i owe this bitch the world.
"Ugh maddy i love you so fucking much." i say and wrap my arms around her neck and dig my face into her shoulder.
"I love you more bitchhh" she giggles and hugs me back tightly. "now get off i need to finish your makeup it's 9:40." She says which we both laugh at. bossy bitch.
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After 15 minutes she was finished. i stood up and walked back to the mirror and my jaw dropped. i actually looked gorgeous.
makeup^
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Only his ~ Ashtray/Euphoria
RomanceA story of a young girl- Gabriella Howard, Cassie and Lexis younger sister, who falls for Ash harder then she's ever fallen before. ⚠️physical and emotional abuse(not in detail). strong language⚠️ Backstory is first chapter, cba to explain here ngl�...