I stand there and stare in my mirrior.
Just say it.
You know you want to.
The thing is, I can't bring myself to speaking it out loud.
Once spoken, the feelings are all so much more real.
Just say it.
You know you need to.
Or maybe I won't.
I can end it now, and never have to face that situation...ever.
I can run away, like I always do.
Running from my problem is so much easier than facing them.
Just say it.
You know you will eventually.
But I am scared.
What will happen once I have?
What if it is just a set up for disaster?
Just say it.
You know this is the only way to truly move forward. Or do you want to continue to live in the past?
C'mon. Just say it.
"I-"
I pause and take a deep breath.
"I love him."
See that wasn't so hard.
Next step, replace that him, with you.
YOU ARE READING
Ameliorate
PoetryCollection of thoughts, short stories, and poems. About the worst of life, or the best. Sometimes we want to fix this broken thing called life. But we should choose the easier route. Escape it. Just fly away.
