Crazy Life

Chapter Thirty One

Chapter Thirty1

My days recooping from my week with Alex were pretty boring. I mean I guss being with the guys isn't that bad, but when you aren't leaving and just sitting around. It's boring. I mean I guess I got to chill with Ben from time to time, but still. It's not like it was ' oh my god! I can't believe that!' It was just ' wanna play a game?' 'sure' things. I guess you can say I've been a bit moody sense the whole shower thing. Not that I'm freaking on people, but I'm a little more quiet and tend not to say much to them. Honestly I was just prepping myself for when Hoodie and the guys wouldn't be with me. Masky is cool, but it's not like I get to see him often. It's alway Jay and Tim. Not Masky and Tim. Gosh I'm annoying myself...

Todays the day I go back with Tim and Jay, as well as the day Hoodie leaves. Lets just say I was not, I repeat was not looking forward to today. We were currently in my car, Hoodie was driving while I sat in the passenger seat. He was going to drop me off where Tim and Jay are going. To be exact it's Tim's house, I guess Tim wanted to go there, because Hoodie and Alex were there. If you watched Entry 74 you would know what I'm talking about. How I know? Grinny told me. Hoodie was being pretty distant for the past day and a half. I couldn't tell if he was mad, annoyed, or just doing what I was doing.

" Are you mad at me?" He suddenly asked turning into another lane.

" No why?" I asked glancing at him.

" You've been distant sense we took a shower." He noted turning the blarring music down, " I thought you were mad at me..."

" It's ju-...." I took a deep breath, " Nevermind."

I feel like a big baby complaining to him about him leaving. I mean I need to grow up, besides he's spent so much time with me already just sense the first time we met. He's a killer for Pete's sake! He should be leaving for long periods of time. He's got his 'buisness' to take care of. He doesn't have time for babies. If I want this relationship to work, then I have to except him dissappearing like this.

" Tell me." He ordered.

" It doesn't matter." I looked out my window avoiding mask on eye contact.

" Tell me." He repeated oh god he never repeats himself, he hates repeating himself.

" I feel like a baby complaining. Just drop it." I insisted.