Kanemoto Yoshinori - The Photobooth

addiction

-3 days later-

you wake up to loud knocking at you door, you rub your neck it felt sore after sleeping uncomfortably on your desk as you accidentally fell asleep since you've been working since 4amthere you check your computer and it's 2pm

you get up and walk to the door
"mmh?" you said rubbing your eyes

"missy you thought because i wasn't here you thought i would've forgotten, CAR KEYS NOW!!" she yells

you're barley awake and arguing is the last thing you wanna do or hear your  head was already pounding so you turn grabbed and your car keys handing them to her

"is that all?" you said in a drained voice

"y-yea" she said a bit shocked at your state

it's been a few days since the incident, yoshi has been avoiding you and has been staying out really late at night
you been feeling so emotionally drained
you missed him so much, you felt so heartbroken you knew that it was possibly gonna be a one time thing, you were both drunk but deep down you were hoping that it wouldn't be that way
you been crying yourself to sleep yes it's honestly pathetic but you were hurt

you felt you're throat start to burn of pain as you tried keeping it together you decided to get up and clean yourself up
you took a shower, do your hair, your make up and clean up your room. you already started to feel so much better and relieved you went downstairs to eat breakfast you sat there alone everyone was out working or something

you headed upstairs and decided to take a nap since you still felt tired a few hours later you woke up it was dark outside,
you felt really thirsty so you slip your slippers on and head downstairs you grab a glass from the cabinet and poured some cold water which woke you up quickly

you refill your cup and and drink more you jumped a bit as you heard the back door click open, you waited to see who it was thinking it was probably you're mom but to you're surprise it's yoshi.

you make eye contact as soon as the door opened, your whole heart dropped you felt relieved to know he was okay you suddenly feel a wave of mixed emotions hit you, you swallowed the pain in your throat and countine to make your way upstairs

"hey" yoshi called out as he walked towards you

you stop in you tracks and turn around and said nothing as you looked down

" how have been?"  he asked sincerely

"how have i've been?" you scoffed

"for the past days i've been worried wondering if you home safe, or being confused in why you been avoiding me as if im the problem, does it seem like im fine yoshi?" you said in a hurt and angry
tone

"forget about it" you said as you put your cup in the sink and walked out the kitchen

you heard sniffing behind you and he quickly grabbed you wrist and turned you around as he hugged you tight

"y/n please i"m so sorry for everything, i thought the best for me to do is to stay away" sniffing in between,

you could hear the pain in his voice which stung your heart, you stood there not knowing what to do he lifted his head up and looked up to your eyes

"to me you're like an addiction that as much as i try to stay away i can't, it hurts so much you don't understand. it feels unhealthy to love you this much y/n."

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