Author's note! Hey guys I hope you like my story :D thanks for reading plz tell me what you think
-----> Pic of Minhyun on the side lol Btw next chapter is going to be in Jr's point of View!!
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Few weeks already pased leaving only one week of the guys tour then they go back home. We went through many concerts although some I refused to go and had the manager stay with me to make sure someone is watching me. I am not going to lie I will miss them once they leave. After the incident with Matt Jr told the guys and manager what happened. I remember the look on their faces as their eyes were filled with horror and pity as they looked at my kids and I. The only reason we had to tell them was because we had to explain to them why I and my kids were covered in cuts and bruises. I remember the guys looked at me with sorrow with Ren being the first one to attack me with a hug in tears.
A few days after that I was kept under close servalience from everyone because they were scared I would do something stupid. My kids told them that last time I went into depression almost killing myself. I mean I was upset for a couple days who wouldn't be after they killed so many people. The guilt ate me alive as I felt like a serial killer. Their over protection got so bad that they would take turns on sleeping on the floor of my room. Minhyun, Aron, and even Jr would always have me on constant survalience. Even Adalia would insist on showering and going to the bathroom with me. I am getting so tired of it. It got even worse when they caught me drinking by myself in the kitchen while holding a knife in my hand cutting my wrists. Minhyun was the one that caught me. I still remember the way he yelled at me as he snatched the knife away. I kept telling me to think about my kids that I can't do that to myself. He held me softly as I sobbed in his arms. I hate being drunk. Minhyun stayed by my side the rest of the night making sure I didn't do anything stupid again as he tried to make me feel better by making me laugh about stupid things. The next morning I woke up on the bed in Minhyun's arms with tissues and junk food spread around me. I was so happy that Jake and Adalia were with the other guys in their apartment. I made Minhyun swear not to tell anyone what happened. And He kept that promise thank God. The good thing about this was that Minhyun and I have become like brother and sister. So after a week of torture in my own guilt and sorrow I was slowly getting back to normal with everyones help. I am so thankful for them and my kids. I don't know where I would be without them.
Now I know your probably wondering what happened to the dead bodies or even why aren't the cops after me. Well let's just say I have connections. I phoned a friend who helped me last time to hide the bodies and get rid of the evidence to do it again. I remember his words of warning burned into my brain saying this was the last time he would do this for me. That next time I am on my own and deal with the consequences. There won't be a next time I promised myself.
"Roxy?" I looked up at Minhyun with a smile as I turned down the tv volume. I was sitting on the couch in their hotel room bored out of my mind as my kids played legos with the guys on the floor. Minhyun immediately plopped himself down next to me happily. Today was their day off because they have a big concert tomorrow. We decided to stay in since we have been going out a lot lately. From them forcing me out to the world to me showing them around. "What are you watching?"
"I don't know? I am just flipping through the channels for now." I shrugged out as I rested my head on his shoulder. Minhyun took the control from me as he started flipping through the channel for himself. I felt eyes staring down at us. I focused my eyes at where it's coming from to see Jr glaring at us full force. If looks could kill Minhyun would be dead. Feeling uncomfortable by Jr's glare I slowly sat up removing my head from Minhyun shoulder.
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