Idol Fixer (nu'est fanfic)

11: Nightmare part 2

I wanted nothing more, but to see blood. Matt's blood to be specific. That bastard went to far this time. I kept hearing Jake's cries as I was swallowed into the darkness. In this darkness I couldn't move and I felt as if I didn't have control over my own body. All I can do is watch in horror as I felt someone more sinister took over my body with a thirst for blood.

"What the hell!" Matt yelled in shock as he stared at me with wide blue eyes. "Hold her, Damn it!"

The hands on me tightened as more men came to hold me. I can feel their fingers dig into my skin. I know I am going to have bruises there, but it as if I didn't feel pain at all. An animalistic growl excaped my throat as I struggled to get free. My eyes never leaving his while I glared wanting to rip him apart. Jr looked at me with shock and worry while Matt just laughed.

"You can't escape them, babe! As much as you try! These men are highly trained and skilled!" Matt continued. I snorted in amusement making Matt stop laughing and looking at me with a glare of pure hatred. "What the fuck are you laughing at?"

"Nothing! I was just wondering that if these guards are supposedly so trained! Why did I kill five of them before?" I said evilly as I smirked at my ex with a mocking smile. I couldn't even recognize my voice. I can hear the men's growls in rage as I reminded them of the bad deed I have done in my past. I felt the men's hands tighten on my arms so tight that I felt liquid going down my arms. I looked down to see where their finger's were at blood came out. "Your men are hurting me, Matty!" I mocked feigning innocence. I pouted at him as I made my ears tear up.

"I don't care! You deserve that and more!" Matt growled as his eyes looked as if he wanted to burn holes in me. I just laughed at him as if I was insane. "What are you laughing at?"

"I just find it amusing that you care more about your men then you ever did about your own family."

"Don't say that I cared about you and the kids!" He yelled as he went up to my face. He grabbed my hair and forced my head back to look at him. It was painful, but I just smiled evilly at him. I narrorowed my eyes at him as I humphed in his face.

"Really? I would have never noticed! You know with you cheating on me and then getting your men to almost kill me. To me I found that fair. I had to protect my kids." I sneered. Matt's face turned into a scowl as he took his free hand and pressed it to my face squeezing my cheeks together in a painful way.

"I loved you!"

"So did I! But LOVED! Past tense. Now I would suggest you and your men remove your hands off of me before I do something I will regret later!" Matt simply barked with laughter at my threat.

"Daddy! Stop! Mommy is not mommy now!" Adalia cried as she struggled against the men that was holding her back.

"Mommy! You can't hurt them!" Jake cried as he already knew that my conscience was now long gone. I looked at them with a angry face as I took in their small bodies cover in bruises and tears.

"Hurt us? Ha She won't be able to get us all! And she can't touch a hair on me!" Matt said arrogantly as he leaned in close to my face. Our noses touched as I felt his breath in my face. "I know your still in love with me!"

"Don't touch her!" Jr growled in rage as I can hear him struggle to get free. But he was only ignored.

"Hmm is that what you think?" I whispered as I stared up into his eyes. I felt his hand drop from my face as his other hand loosened on my hair.

"It's what I know sweetheart!" He whispered as his lips closed the gap and landed on mine roughly.

It wasn't like how we used to kiss when we were young. There was no spark, no feeling. Just posseiveness and control. He pressed his face harder to mine as he tried to force entry in my mouth. I rolled my eyes in annoyance as I opened my mouth and bit his bottom lip. Matt yelled angerily as I kept bitting down on his bottom lip harder and harder. I felt warm liquid come into my mouth as I tasted his blood and right when I felt that I let go in disgust as I spit his blood on the floor. I looked at his shocked face and smiled evilly. That's what he gets for forcing me to kiss him.