Idol Fixer (nu'est fanfic)

14: Never mess with us

Back to Roxy's point of view!!

I was shocked. No beyond shock. Here I was having a fun day hanging out Minhyun with wierd things happening, but other than that fun. Minhyun suggested we go on the Ferris Wheel before we leave the park saying that there will be a surprise. I tried to get him to tell me, but he kept refusing. I remember when we were walking Minhyun kept looking out of the side of his eyes behind him, but when I did it I didn't see anything. When I got in the Ferris Wheel cart I noticed Minhyun was getting in super slowly then I noticed lots of yelling happening in behind him. Then as if in slowmotion I watched in shock as Jr pulled Minhyun out of the Ferris Wheel cart then himself in. I whispered out his name in shock and confusion as I watched him breathe heavily in front of me as if he ran a marthon. I was about to ask him what he was doing here, but he just grabbed my face pulling me up to him making my lips connect to his into a kiss.

I felt my body shiver in delight as my heart felt as if it was gonna burst out of my chest. He kept his hold on me as he kissed me. It felt as if he was pulling all his feelings into this kiss begging me to understand him. The passion, the nervousness, and the love. I quickly pulled away from him in shock as I unconsciously put my arm over my face to hide my blushing cheeks. Jr looked at me hurt by my action as he ran his hand through his messy hair in frustration. I studied him to notice his bangs are no longer in his face they just went across his forehead in a messy way. He wore black jeans with black shoes as he had on a white graphic teeshirt and a plaid open button up shirt on top of it. I stared in silence as he sat down across from me studying me also. The atmosphere felt tense and akward as the Ferris Wheel continued to move up slowly.

"I'm sorry. I just couldn't take it anymore." Jr breathed out frustrated breaking the silence. I sat down slowly across from him looking at his frustrated face. I bit my bottom lip as I thought again of what just happened. He kissed me. Jr kissed me. Why would he do that?

"Why?" I finally breathed out softly. Jr looked up at me in disbelief as his dark eyes studied my face as if expecting me to laugh and say I was joking. But I wasn't.. I am completely serious. "JR!" I said a little louder after a long silence.

"Because....I fell in love with you." He muttered out softly as he refused to look at my face. I watched in shock as his face completely turned red in embaressment as he still refused to look me in the eye. "I was trying to tell you on the day we wen't to the summer festival, but.." My eyes widen in realization as I remember he tried to tell me something before I noticed the kids were gone. Also the events before that. The almost kiss on the balcony, the way he looked at me, and the way he protected me from the fangirls. All those actions and the way he held me. He was trying to tell me how he felt for me, but I didn't notice them. He was trying all this time to get me to notice, but I didn't. I felt silent tears go down my eyes as I looked at him. I kept ignoring my feelings for him because I kept thinking that he was a international star who won't look at me the sameway. Jr looked slowly up meeting my eyes with a sad expression then upon seeing my face he panicked slightly most likely seeing the silent tears going slowly down my face. Just put my face in his warm hand as he leaned forward looking at me in the eyes with concern. "I'm sorry! I'm sorry! I will take it back! Please don't cry!" He kept repeating.

"NO! Don't take it back! You Idiot!" I yelled as I quickly pulled away. I started to hit him hard everywhere as I cried. I most likely look insane to him. Jr yelled my name as he grabbed my fisted hands pinning them over me. I felt his body lean over me in the process. His right knee placed between my legs as his other foot stayed firmly on the ground. I looked up at him in shock as our faces were only inches apart. My heart beating faster and faster as we stared into each other's eyes. His eyes looked at me with concern. "Never take that back." I whispered out breaking the silence.