You never really wanted me...
Did you?
I mess up everything, I hurt the people I love, I make big mistakes and can't change anything.
I wish I was better for you. I know I am not perfect and I mess up some amazing things but I really don't want to mess up this.
I know I tease you, and pick on you. But I do out of love.
I am sorry that I push people away, but I don't want to push you away.
Please don't leave even when I tell you to go.
I really need you.
I love you.
But why do you love me?
I don't understand.
Everything I do sucks.
You are kind and caring towards me when I only mess up everything.
Why are you still with me?
Because I know that I am not beautiful and my personality is trash.
I just wonder if you really wanted me...
