We greave.
We let out emotions.
We say what's on our mind.
But how do you convey an emotion you can't speak.
Sadness,
something that hit close.
Sadness is just another word to me.
The meaning the same as always.
Cry.
You just cry.
I cannot say how much it hurts to not feel.
There are no words for no emotions.
The only thing I can feel is you.
But you are gone,
Far away into the wind.
To far for me to say how I feel.
You left.
That's all.
You didn't even say goodbye.
We didn't even get to meet.
My heart screams in sadness.
You left me without you really knowing me.
You left.
That's all.
Sadness is just another emotion right?
So what's the point of it.
What's the point of anything when you can't feel.
Putting bands around my wrist till they bleed just to feel pain.
Cutting my hands,
Just so I can cry.
At least once.
Just let me really cry.
One last time.
Just... one... last... time...
Let me cry....
Let me feel sorrow fully.
So I can relate to you.
So I can feel your emotions too.
Words show nothing to me.
Immune to everything you say.
If I just don't listen,
I'll be ok right?
The days are all the same.
I just get more tired then the last.
So why can't I just die.
Why can't I just lay here and bleed out?
Let me listen to this song one last time,
Before I go.
Let me laugh with my friends one last time.
Let me cry with my family one last time.
Let me say goodbye one last time.
Let me embrace the sadness of others.
So they can move on,
And live for me.
Just,
One,
Last,
Time.
