You tell me to control myself.
You tell me that I am not worth anything.
You wake up and take my words wrong.
I don't care anymore.
You rush me around when I am hurt.
You make me do everything when I don't feel good.
Sorry I don't give you the same feeling.
Sorry I might not help you out as much.
But I feel pain too.
You tell me to run when I cannot.
You tell me to tie things up.
I am freezing.
I cannot sleep, because all I hear is your yelling.
I give up on defending myself with words and just walk away.
You push me to my limit.
Where I feel like I am useless.
I cannot talk to anyone, because I am afraid they will use this.
You are a good person you just make me mad sometimes.
You push things to far, your words hurt like punches to my face.
I cannot fight back the same.
You won't listen to me, so I just walk away.
I hate this feeling and I try to brush it off.
You haunt me.
Your words like rips to my heart.
I don't know if you really love me.
