Hey!
She woke up confused, frightned and with a blood curling scream. All you could hear were her mumbling words like 'no' 'go' 'leave' coming from her mouth like a broken record. She wasn't sure about what was reality anymore. Her hands covered her front, in the hopes of trying to save herself from getting used anymore.
The dream fucked her brain. It.. It felt all too... real? She was so confused, she didn't know if the nightmare really happend or this was a pigment of her imagination of what could have happened?
She felt like she was missing something in her memory. Her heart was beating wildly, she didn't even noticed that she was surrouned by the black brothers and two more strangers until she started scratching herself and pulling the strands of her hair in utter frustration and agony.
In the space of a few minutes her head became heavier than before, eyesight grew dimmer; soon she even forgot to breathe for a minute.
She was having a panick attack. The continuous yelling made her thoughts more jumbled up. She wasn't even coherent of our surroundings, anymore.
"You guys stop with your yellling! " Nixen said, the twins and the two officers quit down yelling seeing her in panick.
That's when Sebastian pulled out of his stupor and interferred, "Chase, deep breaths. For me, please." He repeated it a couple of times and placed her hand on his heart. She tried to resist her hand out of his hold but he held on to her firmly. Sebastian didn't let her go as he was trying to give her something stable, a resistance against panick attack.
"Let me go! It hurts. It hurts." she screamed. Sebastian wasn't able to mask his shock, he was touching her firmly but gently. 'What happened?" he could only think.
She now know about anger, violence, or what it was like to have so much fear in your heart. It felt as if her heart was about to explode.
She tried to put the whole incident with John behind her and pushed the memory in the back of her head thinking it was just a dream and it would never happen again. The panick slowly subsided but not her murmuring, "it was just a bad dream. " she continued on.
For a minute she didn't even know what was going on, her mind felt blank. She was scared and put her ears on Sebastian's chest after minutes of staring at him absent-mindedly like she didn't recognized him and yes, she didn't. Her racing heart calmed down a little hearing his heart beat in symphony. She laid there with her eyes wide open for what seemed like hours trying to wrap her head around what happened. At this point, she felt numb.
"Are you okay, baby?"
Oh no. It was the wrong thing to say. Especially when the memory is still fresh and the wounds are still not healed."Chase, baby? I just want to talk to you," Uncle said sickly sweet, as he leaned into the room.
It's almost like the fear was so strong that she couldn't get a word out of her mouth. "Could my brain be playing tricks on me? Was it just a horrible bad dream, again? She thought.
The knot on her head painted a different picture. She ran to the bathroom and puked for what seemed like forever. She threw up four times and then balled up in the corner of the bathroom with her knees to her chest. The only thing in her control was her crying, so she cried. She cried her heart out. She questioned and beat herself up, thinking she was being punished for doing something wrong.
She tried to stay out my Sebastian's view when he came rushing with the others inside the bathroom, but didn't succeed. She was too ashamed to tell them. Every second was like a fight for survival in the memory. And it felt like her life was about to end. Her mind felt like a prisoner and she believe she was. At this point her heart is racing miles per hour, hands sweating, and the lump in her throat started getting bigger. And, she realized that she no longer had the stregth to hold onto her conciousness.
This was just a dream, this was just a dream, this was just a dream.' chanted her concious-mind. But was it? asked her subconcious.
And everything became black again.
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I feel like I'm a little lost here. I thought I was doing great with the story until my mind went suddenly blank. I mean I thought I had a couple of the chapters planned up but then when I started writing it wasn't anymore.
Please don't curse me out for another short chapter.
Also, I think I won't be updating chapters for a while. Sooo, please don't ask me this time. Cause I feel like whenever you guys ask, I can't say no, especially not when I'm in the mood to please my readers. And, I AM in the mood. :/ So please? It's a request!
But we can make a deal? What say?
600 votes and I'll update. lmaooooSounds next to impossible. XD
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