This is me.

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Well Im another self harming depressed teenager! Im 14years old. Unfortunately im addicted to cutting. Most people dont believe in addictions everyone says its mind over matter but i really am addicted. My father cant and never will except me as his own... Well I self harm because of my dad. He verbally abuses me.😭 Im hurting and he cant see it. I have good times in my life too. Because i have alot of big events that I participate in such as showing pigs, rodeos, basketball and softball. I have alot of fun in life sometimes but at other times im always breaking and wanting to die already.
He knows that the words he says hurt me and he knows that because i let him get to me, that he can make me feel horrible by any little thing. Do yu know that its like to have a dad like mine? Well i hope nobody else has to have a father like i have. Im really over the fact of him hurting me like he does. Verbal abuse is worse than Physical abuse im just so over him.
He tells me im not good enough to be his daughter. He tells everyone that comes around all the mistakes ive made and how worthless i am. He post on facebook that he wishes God wouldve blessed him with a better daughter. Im hurt yes. I HAVE SO MANY SCARS BECAUSE OF MY DAD. (But as of April 30,2015 I am 2 weeks 3 days CLEAN!)🙈

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