I was doing alot better with a couple of months than, everything went down hill and i got my blades and just started cutting again. I cant do anything in life without someone trying to ruin it. As of July 8 I'm 2days clean. I took half of bottle of pills and cut so much i was fainting. Because i left my dads. But everyday he will send me a message cussing me and telling me that he will make me come back there and its gonna be worse than ever.😭 I cant go back there. I cutted deep enough for stitches. But i had to take care of it myself. I want to let go but theres something inside of me that won't let me.. Telling me something is coming for me that's gonna be a great thing in my life... Well I don't see it happening soon so I feel like I'm pathetic because I can't bring myself to committing suicide.. I wish I could I truly do, but I haven't.. Yet.. And I just don't know why...
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