Who is she ?

Is She Prostitute ? (part 2)

Next day I woke up instead I haven't slept all night thinking about that girl not about her mesmerizing feature or her attitude but, why is that, Nitish don't want me to be with her and I don't even know her name and I want to know everything thing about her.
While I was doing brush my mind was constantly busy thinking where to start from? How to get information about her ? And so on..
Today Nitish was absent for some reason that even I am not aware so I sat with Rohan he is also from Pune but he has done his bsc from this same college. I indirectly tried asking about that girl, even her name. He replied that there is something fishy about that girl infact her name on paper is Somya and she says different name to call her that is Siya. I also got to know that she is not virgin now you mean what I want to tell you. Okay to make my point much clear she even works in bar as dancer I hope atleast now you got my point.
I was stunned when I herd this that she is not virgin and not only that Rohan is even pointing that she can be a prostitute. Thinking about this my mind got stuck. How can a college going girl involved in such type of shitty buisness? Now I got it why Nitish wants me to stay apart from her.
Now those mesmerizing face started giving me negative vibes until I again saw her passing beside me where I was standing on railway station to catch my train. Even this time when I know that she might be a prostitute, I still couldn't resist myself starring her. She has done some kind of black magic I was thinking in my mind.
"Excuse me, do you want to miss your train?" Her voice enter my ears and I came back to sense but I guess it's late cause train started to move but she extended her hand towards me seeing this I started running towards her compartment and hold her hand she manage to pull me inside the train. Thank God that I didn't miss my train and even thanks to this lady.
Wait, this lady ohh God. I sanitize my hand she obviously saw me doing this.
I thought in my mind that this lady helped me but I didn't even said thankyou but on contrary I am making her feel low, that's how I am?
I realised so I asked for apology. She was silent, I insisted her to speak something atleast she forgive me or not. " Don't think so much on this and don't worry about my emotions I am now habitual" she replied. This words of her made me in guilt that what kind of society we have develop that on one hand we say that there is freedom of speech, freedom af expression, freedom to choose your actions but on other hand if someone does that which goes against aur morality than that person is treated as impure, dirty minded with low sense of humanity and human nature and so on..
Even in evening when I was chilling in my flat I was constantly thinking about her words. I share my flat with Rishab who is doing psychology from Mumbai itself and he came from Rajasthan. I asked him that if some girl works as prostitute and dance in bar then is it that this girl has low moral values and not worth of respect? He first tried to ask me why I want to discuss on such topic but I insisted him to give his point of view.
He answered "There are children who helps thier family to earn so is it that those children or their family lost their respect. No, right? Even after so many laws and awareness about children getting education and should not be involved to earn livelihood. Now think what if that girl is doing this to earn and live her life. Another point, males goes to watch dance of lady dancing in bar and males pay to those lady if they want sex. Majority of males going to prostitute are married. So why the respect is only attached to female gender where they involve in this business without giving actual consent but due to certain circumstances they don't even have other options? But on the other hand males who are cheating their wife, their family they don't even have the fear of losing even a inch. This society is bias and we need to change are perception only then things can work properly and infact only then the one who is worth getting respect will have it and one who is not worth of it they will for sure suffer".