Who is she ?

Train Journey 🚂🚃🚃🚃 (part 3)

Next day on same station for same train waiting for her. Siya or Somya what should I call her I am thinking. My eyes are constantly moving, looking on every face to find her. Almost for 30 minutes I am standing here but she is not there anywhere on railway station. Now it's just 1 minute left for the arrival of train she is still yet to come. 30 seconds left I am still unable to find her. Left, right, on bridge searching for her in all possible direction but she yet not arrived. Ohh God now I can see the train coming but I can even see her running to catch the train is it that yesterday incident gonna repeat but role is going to switch. I am thinking too much train stops and with her I catch the train. She got vacant seat to sit and I sat in front of her.

She is looking outside window and is trying very hard to ignore me but whenever she was looking at me even for a sec her eyes were suspicious like I am going to do something wrong to her. Vivan listen I have to start the conversation and not just describe her in mind but what should I say? okay start with asking her name. Yeah yeah good idea proud of me. I said looking at her straight " Hey Siya, what's your name?" She instantly looks towards me and judging me for what I said, for what I said I repeated this statement in my mind. So smart of me is this is how one should ask name by calling their name. I need to coverup but how. " Ahh.. m.. my my name is Vivan" I said. She started laughing. For the first time I can see the smile on her face and so with her even I laughed a little. But I am more happy I can put a smile on her face with my silly mistake. I then asks her what she is doing to this she reply Bsc biotechnology 2nd year. Ohh hoo I am her senior. She start to talk about her about her likes and dislikes and even I share my likes and dislike. Dance is her 2nd love and being independent is her 1st. This is something amazing I thought.

Either she or me, we use to wait for each other and sit beside each other and talks about our life, our thoughts and like that many things. From morning I use to wait for college to get over and go with her in train. I guess even she waits for me. Time I spend with her gives me sense of pleasure and immense peace. I never want that time to get over. Almost for two weeks we are traveling together after college.

One thing I noticed she never talk about how she came here. Having conversation with her for so many days I got to know about her family like they are extremely orthodox and they were planning for her marriage after 12th std but what happen after or before 12th std that she manage to do her degree college. Whenever I stress on this topic she smartly divert it. Is something that she don't want me to know this. I am having a gut feeling that this can be one of the major reason that she need to work in bar as dancer and ya she even accepted to me too that she is not virgin but she is not even involve in buisness of prostitute and she is not even married then how is this possible?

Questions are many but this topic itself is so sensitive that I don't know how to ask her without making her feel uncomfortable and how to tell her that she can trust me. Now whom to take help and with whom I can discuss this topic. I guess Rishab he will understand and last time also he made me understand about the situation of prostitute and mentality of society. But how should I ask him?