Who is she ?

Realisation (part 5)

Same station, same time, for same train, with same girl for last 30 minutes I am trying to have a little conversation with her but she is not responding even with single word. Reason? I really have no idea..

Train has arrived I went inside the same compartment and was expecting her to be beside me but she entered in the ladies compartment. I am surprised why is she behaving like this. This continued for few days and I don't have any clue what happened that she is ignoring me in this way.

So today I decided to alight at her stop. She saw me and tried escaping my eyes but obviously she failed I catch her just outside the station where she takes auto.

"Why are you not talking to me and ignoring me so hard? What's the reason? Can you please explain me?
I asked.

"How can you be so ignorant to ignore the fact that you ignore me first and then putting the blame on me to ignore you" she replied instantly with a little high voice

Then I remembered our Freshers party and thought ohh.. there it all started but then I don't know how to say her that why was I avoiding her in party.

"Tell me the reason why you behaved like that to me?" She said raising both her eyebrows. "Okay, let me guess how can you be with someone who dance in bar, who failed to get proper respect in college so if you be with me there then what will people especially your friends will think of you and looking your face I am sure that I am not wrong." She continued further with a more higher tone and getting little emotional pointing her finger towards me " If you can't accept me in public than don't even talk to me in private." Saying this she left.

She not only left from that place but also she left me speechless. I'll lie if I say that she misunderstood or something like that for very obvious reason I know Nitish don't want me to be with her even for a second and rest of my friends are no different from Nitish and on top of that yess even I though that what will other people think of me if they will see me with her and on other hand even she is not wrong if I am so ashamed to talk to her in college in front of people in aur college than I don't have right to talk to her in private. Ohh God! why is this story becoming so complicated.

I do realise my mistake but I still don't have guts to introduce her as my friend in my college.

"Hey, where are you lost my Friend" Rishab said.

"What are you doing here? You should be in our flat. Why are you here?" I asked him curiously.

"Great, even I have same questions for you" he said.

"I asked you first." I replied

" Why are you acting like a kid? Anyways I came here to interview one house. People living in that house are all female and of almost all ages. Some of them were have been raped, some faced domestic violence, some were thrown out when they were infant because of gender and like that issue female has faced and so they are sharing same shelter for their independent life with atleast self respect."

" Woah! I do have respect for these ladies they faced challenges in their life and fight for it and didn't compromise." I said

Rishab replied " Feeling good seeing your response but society don't give that level of respect to these ladies they are been treated in disgusted manner. Their fight is still left and may even take whole life fighting for it. Leave this for now it's too long and never ending topic you say why are you here?"

I explained everything to him to this he responded that Siya is not wrong, she is right on her side the fault is in me. He even pointed out that just now I appreciate those ladies for their decision but even I am acting in the same way the rest are doing so what's the difference. He made me understand that what I think I should implement it. I said yess to him but I know that it's not gonna that easy so let's see what's come next.