not so perfect after all

chapter four

Lily's P.O.V

I just got to Josh's house.... I got out and knocked in his door, a few seconds later the door opened

"Hey babe" Said Josh hugging me and giving me a kiss

"Hey I need to tell you something lets go inside" I said braking the hug

"Okay let's go to my room" he said

"Okay" I said walking up his stairs. We walked into his room, sat on his bed

"What did you want to talk about babe?" Josh asked

"I got uh scary uh phone call earlier" I said

"What did they say? Was it boy or girl?" he asked grabbing my hand

"They said hey little girl I've been watching you for a while now your very pretty and I love and they said they go to our school" I said scooting closer to him

"Okay then you need to be with someone at all times.. does Ja'marwin know?" he asked

"No your the only one that knows, please don't tell anyone" I told him

"Okay I won't but you need to let people know to watch you okay?" he told me

"Okay but i don't know how to tell any one" I said

"You need to tell your mom, dad and Ja'marwin for sure.." he said

"Okay I will when I see them" I said

"Okay good" he said, I just looked at him for a minute

"Why are you staring at me?" he asked slapping my thigh really hard

"What the fuck, why did you hit me?" I asked look at my thigh

"Cause i don't like when people stare at me" he said angrily looking like he was going to hit me again

"I'm leaving asshole" I said getting up off his bed

"Don't call me an asshole, stupid bitch and your not going anyway" he said yanking me down by my hair. I didn't know what to do, at this point he had me pined against the wall by my throat. He finally let go, me falling to the floor gasping for air and coughing. I got up and tried to leave but this time instead of grabbing my hair he grabbed my hips and pulled my close to him, then turned me around.

"I'm sorry baby" Josh said kissing on my neck on my sweet spot.

"No your not" I said trying to pull away from him but he had a tight grab on my lower back

"If I say I'm sorry then I'm sorry" he said throwing me on his bed getting on top of me

"Get off of me Josh" I yelled pushing him but he didn't move

"Damn baby chill" he said unbuttoning my shorts

"Josh stop get the fuck off of me now" I yelled slapping his hands away

"If you don't shut up and calm down I'm gonna tie you up got it" he said pulling my shorts off. I kept trying to get him off.

"I said calm down" he said slapping me in the face and pulling off my underwear then he started licking on my diamond and fingering me. I tried kicking him bad idea.

"Bitch don't ever kick me again" He holding my ankles together where I couldn't move my legs, he got a rope and tied me up. Then he started jacking off, then he raped me (by the way I was virgin till he did that). He untied me and let me go I got in my car and drove to Ja'marwins house.

JA'MARWINS P.O.V

Ding dong. I got up and walked to the door.

"Who is it?" I yelled through the door

"Lily" she answered, I answered the door and she was crying she had on white shorts with blood all over them, I didn't know what happened.

"Oh my gosh Lily what happened to you?" I asked

"You know how I went to Josh house to talk to him?" she said

"Yeah, what the hell did he do to you?" I asked getting mad

"I went over to his house so we could talk about stuff, and we talked then, I was staring at him and he got mad and slapped my thigh" I pointed at my thigh "and he said what are you staring at then we started arguing so I tried to leave he grabbed my hair and yanked me back into his room, and he" She started bawling "h-h-he ra-rapped me" She said started bawling harder and harder

"OMFG I'm going to kill him"I said hugging her "You want to shower?"

"Yes please where's the towels at?" she asked

"In that top cabinet" I answered

LILYS P.O.V

I went up stairs and got into a nice hot shower
30 mins later

"Can I borrow some clothes?" I asked

"Yeah sure" we went to her room and got me a shirt and some sweat pants

"Thanks" I needed clothes because when he rapped me I bleed all over my white shorts

"No problem, are you hungry?" she asked

"Yes I feel like I haven't eaten in days" I said rubbing my belly

"What do you want to eat?" she asked "Want to go out? or stay here?"

"Stay here.. but if you want to go out you can"

"No ill go pick up something want to come? you won't have to get out" she asked

"Yeah sure"

"where do you want to go? jack in the box? whataburger?" she asked

"Jack in the box"

we got in the car and went to jack in the box
"welcome to jack in the box, how may I take your order?" the lady at the window asked

"Can I have an ultimate cheese burger dr.pepper to drink and curly fries" Ja'marwin answered

"Will that be all mam?"

"No can I have five tacos sprite and curly fries?"

"Yes mam is that all?"

"yeah that will be it"

"16.27 at the next window"

we drove up to the next window paid, got our food, and went to Ja'marwins house, we walked inside and sat down and started eating

"Lily are you going to tell your parents or the cops what happened?"

"Ja'marwin I don't know cause If I tell the cops then what if he finds me and does it again?"

"True and I'm sorry this happened, have you broken up with Josh?"

"No I don't want him to be mad"

"Okay well let's talk in the morning it getting late, want to sleep with me or the couch or guest room?" Ja'marwin said

"I want to sleep with you" I said

"Okay let's clean up, then will go to bed" we cleaned up and went to bed