not so perfect after all

Chapter three

Lilys P.O.V

We just arrived at the hospital. We walked up to the front desk.

"We're looking for Tracy Anderson" I said because Ja'marwin was crying

"Are you related to her?" asked the doctor

"Yes I'm her daughter" said Ja'marwin wiping her tears

"Room 309" said the doctor. We walked away to room 309. As we walked in we saw her mom laying there she has woken up now but her lip was busted and her cheek was bruised and I thought in my head, What if Josh does this to me. I started crying and couldn't stop.

"Mom are you going to brake up with him?" Ja'marwin asked

"I don't know yet sweetie I probly will thoe" said Tracey

The next day, Ja'marwin and I didn't go to school, we stayed at the hospital with her mom

"Are you okay" asked Ja'marwin

"Yea I'm just thinking about stuff" I asked sniffling and wiping my tears.
She gave me a hug and walked away to go talk to her mom.

"I'll be right back" I said and walked out before anyone could say anything. I walked out side so I could call Josh

"Hello" said Josh

"Hey Josh we needa talk" I said

"About?" asked Josh

"Can you meet me in an hour at that coffee shop down town?" I asked

"Yeah sure" Josh said. I didn't even say anything I just hung up. I walked back in the room.

"Hey Ja'marwin I'm sorry but I have to leave, I'll be back tho, okay?" I said about to shut the door

"Okay. Where are you going?" she asked

"I'm going home to shower and stuff then I'm meeting Josh I need to talk to him about stuff" I said

"Okay be careful" Ja'marwin said wiping her tears

"Okay I will, I love you bye" I said giving her a hug

"I love you too" she said as I was walking to the door.

I went home, took a shower, got dressed I put on a red crop top and some white short shorts, I went to the coffee shop to see Josh already sitting there in a teal shirt and some blue jeans.

"Hey babe" Josh said getting up

"Hey" I said hugging him and giving him a quick little kiss. "let's get some coffee" I said walking to the counter to get some coffee

"What for you ma'am?" asked the cashier

"Carmel cappuccino please" I said

"And for you sir?" the cashier asked Josh

"Black coffee" he said, we got our drinks paid and sat back down.

"Babe what do we need to talk about?" he asked sipping his coffee

"Will you ever hit me again?" I asked looking him dead in his eyes

"No babe, I regret that everyday, that day I went home and cried cause I felt bad" he said looking me in my eyes

"Oh okay I just need to be sure you won't ever do that again" I said looking down and sad

"Baby girl I'm sorry, could you ever forgive me?" Josh asked pulling my head up by my chin, I flinched when he put his hand by my face

"Please don't flinch I'm not going to hurt you" He said moving closer to me, and giving me a hug, "Baby girl I love you" he said kissing my forehead softly