This Ninja

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Meanwhile wherever the hell Ro is......
Ro
I can't believe this nigga got me living in a basement apartment at his mama's house. He ripped me from my loving son and man to live here. I knew this Nigga was broke but not this fucking broke. I literally had to deal with his bald headed ass mama rolling her cock ass eyes at me because I came in the kitchen for food or coming upstairs to take a shower. Jamel didn't make it any better he would always say, "she's just tripping because she's old." But no that lady had a genuine distaste of me. I'd been here for a month and I was completely miserable. I missed my son, I missed Lawrence, and believe it or not I missed Sofia. I really fucked up bad. But it wasn't at my own hand though. Jamel forced me to do it. From the Facebook post to drugging Aiden, even to the note that was left. Was all him. I never wanted to do anything to my baby but I was scared and emotional. He gave me the pills to give to Aiden. He wanted to kill him by shooting him in front of me but I wouldn't let him unless he killed me too.  He wanted me so he decided against it. The pills were the only way. He forced me to give him four but I only gave him two when he wasn't looking because I knew it would only make him sleep for a few hours but not kill him. After I did it Jamel snatched me up and took me to a hotel. Then moved us in with his mom and I've been miserable since. I was in the kitchen cooking Jamel's required meal. When Sylvia walked in the kitchen.

"I know y'all done lost y'all fucking minds

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"I know y'all done lost y'all fucking minds. I know y'all ain't got y'all stinking nasty asses in my kitchen cooking. Ion like no other bitches cooking in my kitchen! Turn this shit off!"

She began turning all the pots off on the stove. Nothing was finished cooking. I just stood there and crossed my arms. I would usually wait until she left for work to come upstairs to cook. But today I guess she doubled back and came back in the house.

"J A M E L!! Get your stupid ass up these stairs right NOW! All I heard was fumbling coming up the stairs. He looked as if he had ran a marathon to get to his mom's voice. Such a bitch.

"Now I let you and your little guest stay in my house. I even let y'all use my water. But y'all muthfuckas done lost y'all fucking minds if y'all think I'm gonna let y'all eat up my food. The food I'm busting my ass to provide for me and my children."
Jamel had two younger siblings who also lived there. They were 15 & 16.

"So starting today I need a $150 for groceries! Had me in here thinking my kids were eating up everything whole time it's been y'all!"

She put her hand out wanting to be compensated. I was still standing there with my arms folded. If Jamel thought I was paying, his ass was sadly mistaken.

"Ma we ain't got it!" He stuffed his hands into his jogger pockets. I almost laughed. This man looked like a little boy. Here he is trying to ruin my life and he can't even stand up to his mama! I was gonna clown his ass just watch. I threw my hands up and just walked off. I went back downstairs and began to put my clothes on. This dude had me messed up if he thinks I'm about to stay around for this. Halfway through dressing he came in.
"Where you going? You haven't even finished cooking."

"Didn't you just hear your mama! She don't want my stanking ass in her kitchen. I said sarcastically.

"So I guess you gotta cook. I'm about to go for a walk."

I left before he could even protest. Jamel and his mama had me fucked up. He snatched me from my baby just to live like this. I badly wanted to go back and give him a piece of my mind. How could I be so stupid to let him control me like this? I have probably ruined any chances of getting Lawrence back. Since Jamel has pulled this shit every couple years, I know he's beyond sick of me and my disappearing acts. Then what I did to Aiden was unthinkable. I have screwed myself royally, and for what? A man who can't even stand up to his mama. But got the nerve to try and control me. I'm so stupid. I needed a plan to get away from his ass for good. He has ruined my life for the last time. I ended up at the park a couple blocks from the house and just sat and people watched. After about a hour I got hungry so I walked to the convenient store. I had my emergency debit card so I got a few snacks to eat before I got back in Jamel's basement. I gobbled that down and then headed back in.

"Damn you've been gone a long time. Where you been?" Was the first thing that came out of Jamel's mouth. I just rolled my eyes and began taking off my shoes.

"You might as well take them clothes off too!"

"Why Jamel?" I rolled my eyes into my head.

"Your ass been gone too long."  He said as he walked up to me examining me from head to toe.

"What's that supposed to mean?"

"Don't worry about it. Take them clothes off and lay down on the bed." He towered over me and slowly grabbed my neck. It wasn't enough to choke me, but enough to know he could choke me. I did as I was told.

"Spread your legs!"

"What? Jamel no!" I sat up slightly.

"Let me say it again!" He forcefully spread my legs. I watched him like a hawk as he dropped between my legs. I heard and felt him as he sniffed my pussy. I tried to squirm away from him but he pulled me back to him.
"Don't you fucking move!" Spreading my legs again he then inserted his fingers inside of me. I gasped as he pressed deeper inside. He abruptly stopped and got up with a smile on his face. I was so confused.
"You better not had been giving my pussy away while you were out!"
"Jamel you are ridiculous. I wasn't even gone that long. I'm not a ho so don't even try me like one! Chill out-" I couldn't even finish talking shit before he was balls deep inside me.

"Ro stop playing with me! This my pussy and I will kill you if you think of leaving me. I'm about to give you my last name and my baby! You hear me?"

He began to slow stroke. Jamel knew I was a sucker for his sex. I think he put a little crack in it or something because I was addicted. It was like he really had my mind gone. It crazy because no matter how much I love Lawrence and my son, if Jamel said he was coming I would drop everything and run. I even found myself craving his dick while I was with Lawrence. I would think of him and instantly sprung a leak. Lawrence would notice and really go ham in my shit. Not knowing it was for another man. I know I may act like this wrong because it is, but I love the fuck out of Jamel. So I'm about to upgrade his life because I can't live like this anymore.

"Jamel stop playing and fuck me! I don't want to make love!"

"Girl Imma do what I want to this pussy, it's mine. BUT. IF. MY. BABY. WANT. IT. BEAT. UP. DADDY GONE BEAT IT UP!" Jamel lifted my legs up and pressed them to the bed and knocked the bottom out my shit. Leaving me sore, satisfied and full of kids. I felt like now was a good time to bring up moving into our own spot.
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"Jamel baby, don't you think we should get our own place soon? I mean we're too old to be living with your mama. She clearly doesn't like me, and  it would be mad ghetto to have my baby while I'm in her house. So what do you say to me going and looking for us a house. Something small....." I said as I was going under the covers to suck the skin off his dick. I knew he would agree to anything while I was giving him head.

"Gotdamn Ro! We can go look at anything you want! Fuuuccck suck this dick!" He grabbed my hair and proceeded to fuck my face. No gagging I stuffed his dick deep down my throat. I was determined to get what I wanted. After a few rounds and a shower later,  I had already set up two appointments to view two open houses. The power of pussuasion got me my way a few times. It's crazy how a few hours can change your feelings. I was ready to leave him and now I'm ready to move in with him. It's toxic over here but I think I may love this more than I want to admit.

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