They all bring Nunew into a back room that was prepared for the cast after the fan meet. And as soon as Nunew hears the door close his knees give in and he almost falls if it weren't for Zee catching him. " Nunew. Let me help you sit down in a chair ok ". He can only nod as Zee pulls him onto a small couch. Everyone is looking at him with concern. Making him feel worse. He didn't want to be a burden. He doesn't understand why the person did that to him.
All his thoughts make him cry more than he was before. Zee pulls him into a tight hug. " Its ok nunew. You're ok ". He hugs zee back. " Listen to me Nunew. I know this must have brought back what you were thinking of last night. I want you to know that none of it is true ". Everyone in the room besides Nat looked around at each other confused. Zee turns and looks at them.
" Last night after I was done taking a shower I came out of the bathroom and saw Nunew crying. He was looking at a lot of hate comments. He thinks that hes a burden to us and that he isn't good enough to be apart of the cast ". Nunew pulls away from the hug. " Being apart of a series is difficult. I didn't want to add more stress. Now look what happens. Me getting someone's drink dumped on me will spread like wildfire. People are gonna laugh. I made a huge issue ". Nat comes up to Nunew and hugs him. ," This is not your fault in any way New. People might laugh but that means they are horrible and rude. I dont know why your mind is making you think you are a burden when you are not. We are like a family. Domundi boyz stick together. You will never be a burden to any of us. We all care about you new ". Nunew pulls away from the hugs and looks at everyone and then towards Zee. They all are looking at him with loving and caring eyes. " Im sorry I feel this way. I know you guys care about me. Its just the hate comments get to me all the time. And then that whole thing happening really hurt me ". Zee held News hand and squeezed it. " Its ok New. We all understand. All of us has had to deal with hate comments before. We will help you find a way to ignore them ". New gives a small smile.
Max walks over to New and hands him a change of clothes. " you should change Nunew. If you wait any longer Zee won't let you leave him. He hasn't stopped touching you since we came into the room". Everyone laughs at what max says because its the truth. Looking at max he smiles. " Thank you P'max for lightening the mood and handing me clothes ". Max just smiled and pats news shoulder.
After Nunew got changed, just like Max had said Zee made nunew stay by him the entire time they were in the room eating their lunch. It made him feel loved and whenever Zee would hug him it felt like nothing could harm him.
He gets pulled out of his thoughts when he hears the manager say " Ok everyone we need to head back to the van now. Please keep an eye out on the people around you. There are still a lot of fans outside so luckily the security from the mall offered to help us ". The manager turns to look at Nunew. Making him nervous. " We will not let anyone repeat what has happened during the fan meet New. So do not stress ok ". He nods his head. Once everyone has got their stuff they begin to head out. He can feel his anxiety start to rise. However just before it turns into panic he feels someone wrap their arm around his shoulder. Looking next to him he sees Zee giving him a gentle smile as he starts to pull him along towards the van. When they get outside he hears all the fans chanting " We love you Nunew " and it makes him feel a little better. When they are in the van Zee gently grabs his thigh and rubs circles on it. Although the elder is doing this to reasure him, it does something else. This small action makes his ears red and gives him butterflies. He doesn't understand why he is feeling so flustered by the elders actions. Yet part of him likes feeling this way.
When the van begins to drive off Nunew decides to try and sleep during the car ride. Everything that's happened last night and today is starting to make him exhausted. So he leans his head on Zee's shoulder and closes his eyes. He can feel zee gently move his arm around him. Which causes Nunew to unconsciously snuggle into zees embrace. Slowly he can feel himself drift off into sleep as Zee gently rubs his head.------------------------------------------------------------
Heres the 3rd chapter. I had a difficult time trying to write this one.
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FanfictionNunew was sitting in his and Zee's hotel room after getting back from a fan event with the rest of the cutiepie series cast when his mind starts to fill with bad thoughts about himself. CW : Negative self thoughts, angst , fluff [ This is my first...