Nunew pulls his suitcase behind him. Walking towards the groups van. When he gets there, Nat pulls him by the arm.
" Are you ok New? Did you cry
last night ". He smiles towards Nat
" Dont worry im ok. I was just feeling a bit down last night ". Looking over to Zee he smiles and then quickly turns back to Nat. Worry still written on the youngers face. " I read some hate comments and let them get to my head. Luckily Hia Zee was there. He helped me get over the hate comments ". Nat pulls him into a tight hug. " Im sorry you were upset about hate comments. If you ever feel upset you can come talk to me ". Pulling away from Nat he smiles.
" Thank you Nat. I will keep that in mind. Let's head in the car. Im still a bit tired ". Nat nods his head.
Just as hes about to get into the car Zee pulls his hand. " Sit next to me New ". Nunew smiles and let's Zee get in first. He then gets into the car and sits next to him. Once everyone is in the van they drive off after being briefed on today's schedule. Which only included one short stop to meet with fans during their 6 hour car drive.
They are about 2 and a half hours into the car ride and New can feel himself start to think negatively again and he hates it. He does not want to cry in front of everyone. Let alone cry when they were going to stop and meet fans in less than an hour. He does not want to make so many people worry. They dont have enough time to worry about him. He'd become a burden to them.
He feels someone grab his hand and gently squeezes it. Looking over he sees Zee looking at him with a concerned face. Looking into his eyes he can tell that he knows what new is thinking about. He gives the elder a small smile trying to give him a silent reply. That hes ok. He knows Zee won't beleive it but it will have to work for now as they arrived to the small fan meet.
" Alright guys we are here. The fan meet will only be about 30 minutes. While you guys are meeting with the fans the staff member will be getting lunch. There will be bodyguards on both sides of the fan meet ". They all nod and climb out of the van. When they do the cheers of fans erupt. Making New smile and forget about his thoughts.
The fan meet has been going for around 17 minutes when new see's a fan from the corner of his eye glaring at him. Trying to ignore it he turns to a girl and smiles at her. " New you're an amazing actor. From the short trailer we can see how amazing you are going to do in this series. You also look so cute when paired with Zee! ". He laughs.
" Im so glad that you like my acting. It means a lot to me that you said you think im amazing at acting ". The fan smiles as New waves to her phone, knowing she's recording him. Causing a few fans near them to scream.
However just as he was about to turn around he feels something cold being splashed on to him. The fan that had glared at him earlier had poured a drink on him.
" You are not good paired with Zee! The only person who's good with
Zee is Saint. You are not even a good actor. Drop out of the series. No one wants you in it ". Everyone went silent in shock. Nunew looks down trying to stop himself from crying. This was very different from when he saw hate comments online. Luckily it doesn't escalate any further as a body guard takes the fan out of the building. Zee rushes over to nunew quickly. So does the other cast. " New! Are you ok ". Thats all it takes for the flood gates to be open. He starts to cry. Zee gently puts his hand on his shoulder. " Hey, let's get you out of here so we can get you a change of clothes ". He can only nod but before he leaves the kind fan he had talked to stuck out her hand. She gives him a box of tissues. " I hope you know that they were wrong. We all love you. That person is just jealous. You are kind and amazing. I know how hard it can be hearing hurtful words from others can be. So I hope you know that people care about you ". Looking towards the fan he grabs the box of tissues. While crying New quietly says " I am sorry you had to go through hearing harsh words. I am thankful to hear you care about me. Just ad you have given me strength just now. I hope I can give you strength in the future ". The fan gives him a small smile as Zee pulls him away gently.
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FanfictionNunew was sitting in his and Zee's hotel room after getting back from a fan event with the rest of the cutiepie series cast when his mind starts to fill with bad thoughts about himself. CW : Negative self thoughts, angst , fluff [ This is my first...