Forever?||Phan||

Broken Brain|Forever?|

#2

~Dan's POV(a couple months later)~

I haven't eaten for two weeks straight. Just water and maybe a banana once, but thats it. Ever since I left Phil.... Life has been, terrible

I have to have a perfect body to be part of the most populars. I could barely even get by with being bi. They barely accept me. Sure, Tyler is gay but, he earned his way up to be there. I just asked and they let me in.

I got my phone out and went to contacts and-I can't believe what I just did. But I pressed 'call' for Phil's phone.

"Hello.... What do you want?" I heard the other line speak. Fuck. What was I supposed to answer. "Hello? Dan I'm serious why did you call me? You know what!? Don't speak to me. Delete my number as well-cause if this call is with your friends where you just kept calling me all kinds of things like 'fat' 'ugly' 'unwanted' etc, then I want absolutely NOTHING to do with you Dan! Please, please, never ever call me again. It would mean a lot.... But of course you wouldn't care. Bye Da-" I cut him off then. I called him unwanted? Boy, was I stupid. The next things I said just kinda got out of my heart, in my brain, and out of my mouth-skip the brain part cause I wasn't thinking when I said this....

"I-I love you Phil. I-I need you Phil. Without you I just feel so so horrible!" What the actual fuck did you just say, Dan? Ugh. It's obvious He doesn't love you, and never will.

"Whatever Dan," he said. His voice broke. Was he gonna cry? No. He hoped not. "You're drunk, Dan. Bye" He almost whispered. Fuck. What have I done?

"Wait Phil, I'm sobber-" the line was cut off.

~Phil's POV~

'I love you Phil. I need you Phil' are you fucking serious? It's obvious he doesn't care about me! He doesn't 'need' me like he said. He's great without me. Better without me, that is. I used to be happy because he was happy.... But now his happiness caused me misery!? Probably cause he's happy without me. I was over him now. I didn't love him anymore like I did before. He definitely didn't love me like I loved him before. Our friendship was all over(A/N: It's all ogre now), any relationship we had before was gone. We didn't even have any kind of relationship anymore. But hey, what did I care? He was my only friend, and best friend in the world who just left me, covered in cake on my birthday. Why would I care?

~Dan's POV(again)~

I knew I shouldn't have called him or anything... But I wasn't hesitating about it either. I just really hope that after we both graduate High School, we can live together and be best friends again. But, likely not.

Next I called Cat. I really needed to take my mind off Phil for awhile and needed someone else that important as Phil is..was

"Hello, Dan? Why are you calling me?" Cat said. I needed to ask her out so it could seem like I was over Phil. Show Phil he didn't mean anything he said on the phone. But then that's lying. Sigh. I hate lying, but right now, I'm just lying to myself. Pfft. You're not getting over Phil any time soon, Daniel.

"Oh Cat... I need to ask you something rather umm, important" I spoke into the phone. Why was I doing this? It would only make it more awkward for me and Cat. Also Phil's relationship-the one that was still remaining, would be destroyed entirely. Good.

"Well Dan.... What is it?" She said. Was she.... Giggling? Maybe.

"I really like y-you and you're really b-beautiful-" "I know".She cut me off just to say that. Phil would never say-No, stop it Dan!

"I just wanted to ask... Would you like to go out?" I said. I didn't want to do this! What if she said yes and I accidentally broke her heart. Ugh. Whatever. I need to do this to get over Phil, and if this is what it took.... I would date 1,000 girls if I had too. Which gave me an idea....

A/N:

Eugh it's short I know, I know.

Btw Cat said yes to Dan. I just wanted to end this chapter dramatically with a kind of cliffhanger. Yep

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