Not allowed

Chapter 1

September 1st 1976
Sirius set on a bench by the train, it was early and no one yet arrived. Sirius always had tend to arrive as soon as he could to the train station, some may say that Sirius was the laziest person they have ever met, and they might be right, what makes the fact that he arrives so early odd. Before entering the station he stopped in a local kiosk and bought a pack of hand-rolling Tobacco, he had never rolled a cigarette before, and it took him at least 5 minutes until he even made a conus shape. "Oh bloody hell" He yawned after his third try. "C'mon, give't to me" he heard a little rusty voice with some soft touchs. "Moony!!" Sirius dropped his things and hugged him. He was one of the only people that can make him sane again after a summer at the blacks. Remus had grow much taller than he was, and hugged Sirius back. Remus had an old pair of jeans with tears, but they didn't look like they were meant to be there. His brown leather jacket smelled from cigarettes and whiskey with a touch of chocolate. He dyed his hair over the summer, probably with lemon in the sun even tho Peter told him not to. "Can't even roll a fag can't ya?" He asked while putting
the filter between his lips, it took him 15 seconds to roll it perfectly before he handed it to Sirius. "Cheers. Knob." Sirius murmured. Remus rolled his eyes. "Tell me about your summer." Sirius finally asked. "Oh- mate it was nothing special yknow." He sounded nervous. "I didnt ask you cuz I already know the answer don't I?" He returned. Sirius saw this as an insult. He saw a lot of things differently than others, his mind was creative and sensitive, so he had no chance to survive at the blacks. Sirius lit up his cigarette and set silently. He took long suctions from his fag. Remus looked for something in his backpack. "Oh bullocks I've got something for ya, can you hold my book? He handed it to Sirius and searched in his backpack, Sirius started to read the back of the book and the title. 'The Silence of the Lambs, by Thomas Harris' "what is that about?" He silently asked. "Oh um- a psychiatrist who was also a cannibal and he help a young FBI agent to find another serial killer" Sirius swallowed and it sounded like a rock. "Lovely." Sirius was always not a big fan of horror, especially movies. The entire muggel thing was very new to him, so there's no point to mention how much he liked the cinema. "Oh! Found it!" He was holding a dirty bag with a huge green hunk. Sirius shoved it back to his backpack. "Where did you get the money??" He silently asked "This must have been so expensive. You know you don't have to pay for me I can buy it from my parents mo-" Sirius said it really fast. "Oh shut your gob" he interrupted him. "I want to." Remus didn't have a lot of money, at all. But still he always insisted to buy Sirius stuff. He knew Sirius didn't want his parents dirty money.
"Thank you." Sirius smirked.
"Hello my dear old mates!!" Before any of them even notice, they were dragged to James's warm hug. "How was your summer moony??" Only after the question Sirius and Remus finally noticed Peter. "I won't bother to ask you pads" he giggled. "Oh fuck off. All of you." He combined his hands and gave them a sharp look. "How was your summer pads?" James asked softly. "Oh! I've waited for someone to ask!" Sirius changed his attitude very quickly. "Well the clowns who gave birth of me wasn't much at home, they were staying at Bellatrix's place a lot, for 'a secret goal' so it was mostly me and Reggie. I think he know more than I do but he didn't mention anything. Andromeda came to visit me secretly once and she came with her husband and her little sweet daughter. It was great!" Remus interrupted him, "Andy has a daughter?? How's she? Is she cute?" Sirius giggled. "She's a baby don't have any ideas moony. Anyways, Reggie and I mostly got drunk until my parents came home and then it got awful again."
As soon he stopped talking, Regulus Black passed them, not even looking at Sirius. "He seems scared.." James said. "I'll tell you later, we'll sit on a fag" he smirked. "You know I don't smoke" James said nervously. "I know." Pads said. Remus felt a little squeeze on his heart, he just wished Sirius would feel safe with him as much he felt around him.