Not allowed

Chapter 3

Remus woke up with a really hard hangover. His head felt like it's about to explode, but he was glad he's back at hogwarts. Sirius was sleeping next to him, his hand was on Remus so he didn't move until he really had to pee. Remus was very lucky that it was Sunday and not the first day of school. He brushed his teeth and took a shower. Unlike the day before it was a sunny day, and James decided he would take Peter to a practice, wishing he would be in the quidditch team this year. So it was just Sirius and him for a couple hours. "Ayo pads! Wake up!" Remus tried to wake him after dressing up. "Bugger off Lupin" Sirius murmured, throwing a pillow at him. "Cmon mate, we can go outside and get stoned, it'll be so fun!" Sirius raised up quickly, "yeah I agree" he dressed up quickly. James or Lily probably would have tell him it's a really bad idea, but Sirius had no limits. He liked it about him, someone who's crazier than he is. They rolled it in the bathroom, well Remus did. They were in there just in case someone will come in. "Can you teach me?" Sirius asked desperately. "No, bugger off. You interrupt me." Sirius opened his mouth, shocked, one of the things that made him be so interested in Remus was the fact that he was one of the only people who didn't hype him or tried to get his attention, this is also why he liked Lily Evans.
Meanwhile, James tried to find a uniform that will fit Peter. "I don't mind prongs, let's just get this over with" Peter sighed. "Shut your gob Pettigrew, you can't fly with those jeans." Peter looked at him, "what's wrong with my pants??" He asked. "They are horrible, let me find something that will look batter at you." Peter swallowed this insult. "I'll go check at the changing room".
As soon as he entered he was surprised to see Regulus Black, making out an older guy from Slytherin. James dropped his things and Regulus noticed him. He got up really quickly, closing the bottoms of his shirt. James turned around fast to leave but Regulus chased him. "Potter!!" James turned around. "You haven't see anything, it never happened, do you hear me? Don't make me use my friends against you" James tried not to laugh but failed. "Mate, I'm not scared. I've been spending my last 5 years with a black member who's more dramatic than you are. And to be honest, I really don't care who you fuck." Regulus blushed. "I do not fuck him." James grinned. "Well you were about to. Have a great day." he turned around to leave, "don't tell Sirius" he asked, but he didn't threat him, he sounded desperate. "Fine, I won't." James hissed and left the room. Regulus buried his head between his arms.
Sirius and Remus were sitting on the lawns, and smoked. "You know, we should try something harder." Sirius said finally. "What- what do you mean?" Remus asked worriedly. "Like- harder drugs?" Sirius nodded fast. "I feel like I can do anything right now." Remus was worried. "Lets go to the lake. Now, get a nice swim." Remus stopped him. "Sirius, you're high.. that's the worst idea ever." Remus felt odd. He saw Sirius high for a lot of times, but never THAT confident. "Let's go upstairs" Sirius asked but started walking without waiting for Remus. "You have whiskey. Pete told me. Let's get drunk!!" Remus was still pretty dead from the night before but he was also pretty high. "Sure. Ok."
Around 5pm Remus was looking all over for Sirius. Unlike Sirius, he didn't drink that much, and he was still worried about him, he knew something was off with Sirius. He found him in the bathroom, he had a hickey on his neck. And his hair was a bit shorter. He cried. Remus was never confused as he was right now. "Sirius I'm so confused- what the hell is going on??" Sirius set on the floor by the toilet, puking once a while. Remus softly holded his hair. "It's ok. Let it out. I'm here with you." Sirius cried harder. But Remus didn't let go.
After Peter and James were done with their practice Regulus approached to James again. "Is Sirius ok? He's taking his meds right?" James looked at him, confused. "What meds?"
Remus heard foot steps and opened the bathroom door to see who's that. James, Regulus and Peter were standing, looking at Sirius. Remus couldn't even tell who was worried the most. "He didn't tell you did he?" Regulus asked, with some shame. "Sirius was diagnosed with borderline personality disorder over the summer.." he looked at Sirius, disappointed. "You promised! You wanker! You promised you will tell them and keep taking your meds. I hate you, so much." Neither Remus, James or Peter ever saw Regulus expressing any feelings. They were all so confused. "If you wanna keep doing it then fine. You're killing yourself and you know it. I don't give a shit anymore." Regulus stormed out. James froze, he didn't know if he should approach Regulus or Sirius. Remus hugged Sirius, he didn't care he didn't tell him, he was just glad he's safe now, but this was one of the times where Remus could to testify, that Sirius was at his lowest.