Not allowed

Chapter 6

James was thinking about the Black brothers a lot. At first he only saw Regulus just as a way to help Sirius but he become more than that. He saw him as 'the saner Black' but he didn't tell that to anyone. He started wishing to see Regulus more, just because he fascinated him, the mysterious unconcerned persona really got him. James liked fixing things, so being sort of friends with Regulus was a real challenge to him, and he took it very seriously. He didn't tell Sirius of course about his late night conversations with Regulus. He just told him he go out to smoke. One night, James looked at his dresser. Sirius's whiskey was there, and James thought to himself, if I can smoke with Regulus, I can have a drink with him.
He went downstairs to the Slytherin club under his cloak, with the bottle. The Slytherins partied a secret occasion, which he didn't really understood but it had something to do with some dark magic. He didn't really mind at the time because it was really easy to get in.
The Slytherin common room was full of green sparks, and an odd sign of a skull and a snake. He looked at it for a while, but went to Regulus's dorm room. Regulus was smoking a fag and laying on his bed, he was alone. James shut the door and took of the cloak. "Oh god you gotta stop sneaking to here like that. Someone's gonna see you." He said, but James didn't even let him to finish the sentence. "No one's gonna see me because I have an invisible clock." Regulus sighed. "Anyways I got us some whiskey. Wanna drink?" Regulus took out of his dresser two fancy glass cups. "Pour it." He said and went to lock the door. "It's nice Reggie." James said after a few shots. Regulus blushed. "Don't you ever call me that." He said clear and sharp. "Sure." James nodded "Reggie." Regulus hit him "don't." James caught him and rolled over him, laughing. Both of them were drunk and stupid, so they didn't even care they spilled some whiskey on his bed. They looked at each other for a few moments before James grabbed his face and kissed him. It took a few seconds to Regulus to realise what is happening, but he kissed him back, grabbing his shirt. James stopped after a few minutes, leaving his lips red. He started opening Regulus's pants. "What are you doi- oh my god-" he moaned and put his hands on James's head. He grabbed his hair, silently moaning while James gave him the best blowjob he ever got. Regulus grabbed James's head and kissed him, while he's taking his shirt off, and both of them were fully naked a few moments later. James stopped kissing him, and turning him on his stomach. He put his hand over Regulus's mouth and softly held his hip with his second arm. Regulus moaned into James's hand, feeling the best he ever did. He was already used to physical pain, so he only felt the joy in it. It got more instance and he felt even better, helping James by moving himself.
They lie down, panting and sweating, realising what they have done. "Well. Good night." James grabbed his things and got dressed quickly, not even looking at him, and he rushed out. Regulus sighed, he didn't even know why, but he kinda hoped James would stay.
Peter was playing chess with Marlene so  Remus and Sirius were alone at the dorm room. They both ignored each other, until Remus tried to talk. "I am so sorry for what I said, I mean it. Really." Sirius sighed. "Just stop. You made yourself very clear." He said, without a touch of feelings in his voice. Remus felt the tears going up into his eyes and he couldn't stop them. "Sirius please look at me-" Sirius did. He didn't say anything, and his face were numb. "You are my dearest friend Sirius. I love you with my entire heart and care for you so much. I was a fucking dick lately, and I am so sorry for that, I really thought it was what best for you, but I was wrong. I miss you. I miss our conversations over a fag and hanging out with you, because I only feel unloosed with you. I miss you." He said it so fast and didn't even stopped to breathe. Sirius looked at him but took his look down. "Good for you Moony."