Shattered dreams 9

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Shattered dreams 9

A very good intimacy, yes love making was good but Max isn't holding me now. I love it when he's holding me close and whispering sweet nothing in my ear after sex. When it's good it's good Max loves to laugh and talk about it afterwards.
I watch as he moves away from me, he's not looking at me.

"Not again Max, you can't be thinking this is bad?! How can something so good be bad, we love each other."

He's quiet at first I can see he's in deep thoughts I react with temper.

"We didn't use protection."

He doesn't take my bait instead he comes closer and kisses me. I kiss him back surprised.

"Sex was good baby."

He whispered that while kissing me my forehead.

"I love you Noxy."

My surprise again. I'm not going to spoil my bliss, I almost cry with joy.

"I love you too Max."

Max is happy I'm happy but I'm still worried.

"We're going to thread lightly on this I don't believe it you don't too. We're in love and we both want to stay that way, we're not siblings."

These are best after sex words.

"Yes we're not and I want another baby."

He's Max again so I relax.

"Tell me Noxy how are we going to get through this without us fighting?"
"Max we're not fighting my love we're talking like adults."

His loving eyes are on me. We're adults.

"Like an adult in love can you tell me what is wrong with taking the DNA test? Remember we're talking as adults now."

Wow, I wasn't expecting that but I'm warm inside his arms, I'm happy inside so why not, let's talk about this as adults.

"Love DNA or not I'm Noxy your fiancee. We're in love that won't change. We're a perfect couple we getting married."
"I understand that and it has nothing to do with the DNA, those are my feelings too. We take the test the feelings will be much more."

I'm quiet for a minute thinking.

'My God no what if...'

Like he's hearing my thoughts.

"Noxy my love don't think about what ifs we both know we're not siblings."
"I love you Max my fear is losing you it's not the test"
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