Can't you balance out the fun?
I never leave you just like that.
I can't.
But if I did,
I'd apologize.
I'd make it up to you.
But for right now,
I make sure I don't hurt you.
I ask you.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you."
"I won't do it again."
Do you realize my pain?
Don't you know how alone I can feel?
You don't.
You have many friends to rely on.
I'm bad at making friends.
You are strong.
I am scared.
You're popular.
I can't talk.
You act like you have it bad.
You say you get called names.
Judged.
Yeah, by your friends.
And people that know you.
It's a joke.
You have friends to joke with.
Stop thinking its cool to have problems.
And to be upset and depressed.
It's cool to listen to bands.
It's cool to be depressed.
You think it's cool to be antisocial.
When you barely know the definition.
You see it on shows and movies.
Well, It's not like the movies, princess.
Wake up.
YOU ARE READING
Just Leave
AcakI am left behind by the ones I deeply admire and love dearly. I'm afraid to get close to people because everyone I get close to forgets me.
