Life Is Not A Fairytale (ON HOLD)

Chapter Three

Chapter Three

I just finished having dinner, which is pretty early since my mom usual has dinner ready around seven. It's only 18:07 now and I sat in my bed with my phone trying to text Tommy to see why he didn't show up as well. Actually i'm not even aloud to hang out with boys. My mom thinks that i'm gonna have sex and all that. I never even had a boyfriend and since i'm actually thinking about it I would be very uncomfortable during it anyway. I don't like people seeing me naked and i'm specially not ready for a boyfriend yet.

'Hey! Sorry I was showering'

Showed up on my screen after heavily spamming Tommy.

'Sorry for the spam.. Where were you? You didn't show up.'

He started typing right away and it actually took him a while.. It must be a long one. After a few second my phone buzzed as a messaged popped up.

'I'm so sorry but there was something with Anne and I forgot to text you! I had to drive her to the hospital right away! She had a break down in class and ran to the bathroom, her wrists are deeply cut and she lost a lot of blood. I'm sorry I didn't tell you but she told me that I shouldn't get you all worried.'

I was in shock and I felt terrible! She is struggling and I didn't know! My eyes filled up with tears and as I closed them they let them roll down my cheeks. I wanted to ask if he knew why but my eyes turned blurry from the tears.

'Do you know why?'

I managed to type. He answered very quickly.

'no.. Sorry :('

This is in fact the most horrible day of my life! I don't know what to do. I don't know what is going on and I don't know why. She could've died and i'm just here sitting on my fat ass doing no shit. I wondered or they told him to go home but his reply was that she just wanted him to be safe and sound so she told him that the least he could do is just go home and rest. I need to let this sink in for a minute.. Too my luck I was sitting on a chair so I didn't fall to the floor. How could this have happened? Everything went so well.

And then I remembered that feeling I had of that something bad would happen, could this be it? Was my feeling right?

I woke up and my eye lids felt like they were glued to each other. I opened them and I felt dried tears all over my face, up my cheeks, chin even my lips. I remembered that before falling asleep last night I cried like a baby.

I grabbed my phone from underneath my pillow and looked at the time, it was 03:26. I sat up straight and crawled with my back against the wall. I checked Twitter since that was the only thing to get the horror of my best friend dying in the hospital off my mind. It clearly didn't work very well.. I wish I could contact her right now. I hope she's doing okay. I just want to see her beautiful smile again with her dimples and her short blonde hair. Why can I not just drive already, i'd visit her right away!

Then my brain did the most amazing thing it possibly could! It had an idea, I could tell school what happened! They have to let me skip school to see her! And if they don't i'm skipping that shit myself. I don't care about anything or anyone right now! All I care for is my best friend at the moment! Of course I can't just go right now.. My mom will have a heart attack! But I got dressed right away, I grabbed my lip ring from the drawer and pushed it in, I even did my hair and had some breakfast, it was only like 4 AM by then but I had to get to her as fast as possible. So I had to drag Sue with me or get a train. It's worth the try.. But it isn't even officially morning so I won't call her. I decided to draw another line on the 'How long am I clean?' Paper.