the truth

Arguments

" so am I" I say as I walk towards the door " fucking look at me" he slams me into the wall hard I swear I heared the wall crack I let out a pained cry "j-jack I'm sorry pl-please let me go" he doesn't let me go but he kisses my kneck

I go still " jack why are you doing" I push back tears as he sucks and bites on my kneck and he grips me tighter

What the hell is happening

" harper we fuck this out now or I swear I'll go insane" I push him off " I don't want to fuck I want you to tell me why you didn't say bye okay" I shout he huffs " I left because your dad and mum amara have been in contact again they are sorting out arrangements okay you fucking mother is fucking everyone over" he shouts and I slide down the wall with my head on my knees

" jack this we us i-I" he huffs again " just think Harper I'll be back okay give you some space" he kisses my head before leaving and I put my head on my knees tears falling as my breathe becomes short "a-ace" I say breathlessly

My shakes hands pick up my phone but I zone out

"Ungrateful bitch" she slams me into the wall the paper thin walls as she punches me anywhere she can reach I then fall to my hands and knees

" I -I'm sorry" her knee comes down on my mouth blood pours out copper is all I can taste " bitch I wish you died" she kicks me on my side getting a knife I try and scurry away as fast as possible"

" harper" get shaken

My eyes go back into focus I feel drained I feel my head get tipped back to the wall " harper can you hear me" I look and see ace I nod at him " good now who else is here" I look around and see Dad "d-dad" I stutter I put my head back on my knees
" breathe for me harp" dad says rubbing my back and I do so a few times finally the last process my tears fall

This always happens when I have an episode

" I'm s-sorry I-I scared you"

" dad shakes his head " breathe bambi" I nod taking deep breathes I focus on threat but soon enough dad leaves and me and ace sit against the wall and I lean my head on his shoulder " want me to talk or" I shrug

" I'm not completely here yet" he hums I close my eyes

I see she's asleep I pick her up putting her in bed after taking her shoes off and go to my room changing and going back into harpersni see Harlow in bed next to her on her phone

" I thought if she woke up it's best someone being here" I nod at her grabbing a blanket and pillow making a bed on the floor " should have seen her face when her mind took over he whole face went blank and her eyes held nothing no feeling" I say

" I hear her some night crying or shuffling about I just let her be checking on her when she's asleep" Harlow says I nod then the door opens we see Hugo and axle

" she's asleep" Hugo asks disappointed and we nod they do what I did soon we all fall asleep

I wake up see everyone in my room asleep I get up and go downstairs laying on the couch with the throw it's cooler down here anyways.

I start to fall asleep but i get a feeling something is happening that's when it happens

A massive boom echos through the house I get forced of the couch by the aftermath I cough and debri is in the air I sigh wanting to cry

I hear people talking but my ears ring I feel blood trickle down my temple i whimper trying to push off the wood ontop of me "harper HARPER DAD I FOUND HER" someone shouts and I few pressure off my stomach

"pa" my vision goes straight and I look at Harlow " he's coming don't worry okay come on an ambulance is outside " she pulls me up and I cough as we walk outside and see everyone getting treated

I see jacks not there but he didn't leave the house " no no jack jacks not here Harlow" I run back in and through the breaking house I look everywhere till I get to his room that he had all his things in and I see him with a pole through his stomach

"Harps" I fall to my knees next to him " jack just breathe okay your gonna be okay" I say and he reaches up stroking my face " I love you so much did you know" I nod holding his hand letting my tears fall " please don't leave Darius is outside don't leave please" he smiles letting his tears fall " love for both of us love okay and I'll be w-watching you" he coughs

" give me a kiss harps" and I lean down kissing his lips and then we pull away I sob at him watching his eyes turn lifeless and I put my hand over them closing them sobbing

Blood pours out of his mouth " you promised me" I whisper I lay my head on his chest

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I wake up and blink at the bright lights I shoot up look around seeing axle and mum and dad as well as my mother and her husband felix

" he's really gone" I whisper and I sob my mums first instinct was to come and sit next to me hugging me and she let me cry all I want till I calm down and I ask where the rest are the parents leave it's just me and axle

" come on we bought you some clothes and shoes" I nod getting changed in the bathroom and coming out he hugs me we walk to a car and it starts driving us to a new house " where are we" I ask it doesn't look like home " Russia your mothers home"

I nod as we get out we walk up the steps and inside everyone is so loud the boys on my mums side which are my brothers just look at me mum passes me a plate of food I pick at it " stop messing with your door or don't eat" my mother shouts I look up at her glare ing at her she scoff laughing

" watch it little girl"

I'm angry now I see Hugo has a gun in his waist band I grab it shooting the glass in her hand " watch it because I'm not a little girl anymore and your not in control either" I pass Hugo his hun back walking out the front door sitting on the steps I also stole Hugo's cigarettes

I light one as it inhales my lungs " hey harps" Harlow comes down the stairs I blow the smoke out " I know sis I know" I let a tear fall